Dingus

it's your birthday baby!

You know how we always write stuffs about each other all the damn time!? I mean who does that right? I've never thought I'll be able to see myself in a totally different person. Sometimes i feel like i can't do things or maybe I just don't feel anything. And then there you come, starting with the words saying, "it's all gonna be ok! Trust me. Shut up stop acting dramatic cause I know you are not". I ain't a 1000 years old to say that I've found a person, a friend, a weird ass girl who likes snakes and wanna pet them, and a human being who's gonna be by my side each and every fucking sec for the rest of my life. 
We were in 5th grade when we first met and i was like damn, this girl is boring . I'll stay away from her for sure. And then today,  here I am, thinking about you all the freaking time . I swear to god I'm not bi... Or gay! Lol! But trust me i would have had a crush on you if I was. You are literally the first person who comes to my mind when someone says 'friend' and  I swear I'm not lying. I know you get a little jealous sometimes when you see or hear me being with someone else other than you. Well you can't deny. Can you? I feel the same. I swear and you know what I'm soo freaking bad at expressing myself.
I'm like the most happy person, I'm happy all the time you know that, everyone says that too i guess. But never have i ever told them that it's all because of you. You literally never let me be sad. Never ever. And can you freaking believe someone writing a whole book of more than 50 chapters for you? Like dude i swear to God, I'm not kidding, I still can't believe that you did it. Just like that. Not just that but each and everything that you do. No one absolutely no one does that dummy. You know this but let me reminde you again... You are my best-fucking-friend. I love you basode, I really really do. I wanna meet you soo fucking bad. You are mine and i know it. It's been 2 years since you are mine and you are always gonna be . I mean i swear i don't express things. I just can't. But all I'm trying to say is that i love you. And my love for you is not something which is described by words and by making some edits and stupid videos. I do that for everyone. But you are not just anyone whom I'm wishing. You are aarushi fucking basode . You are always gonna be MY aarushi fucking basode. One side of me says that, "shut up you don't even have to speak for her to understand you" And that's true. Sometimes I don't even begin to say things and then you are like "I know dude"
Even now I'm thinking, why am i writing all this? Doesn't she already know? Sure she does. But still I wanna reminde her, how much she's worth. She's just not a random girl i met in school. She's just not a girl i talk to everyday. She's just not someone whom i only love. She's more than anything. She's everything. She's my little princess. A person who gets me you know. Sure you'll met new people you know, and then they'll become your priority. But you can never ever EVER say that you aren't mine. I stole you. And now you are locked in a small little kingdom of mine. I know I can't write anything to express my feels. I can talk i know but writing is not my thing ngl. I still tried you know..
First and last of all, I love you dingus. I always will. No matter how bad it gets. I will be loving you more and more everyday.
HAPPY 15 BASODE!!!
RosiePie5