Beautiful Monster

Chapter one "Beautiful Creation"

In life everyone has fantacy wishes wanting to be rich n famous tall and mighty,wise with wisdom for me a 15 year old i had so many wishes and dreams but they were crushed before i couldnt even dream of more it all started when i was born fresh outta my moms 11pounds yes i was chunky she said to me "mara when the doctor told me there was something wrong with you i had almost panic thinking my precious lil girl what could it be? I held you examinend you from top to bottom and there is was an odd ball alll 10 of your lil toes perfect set of ears beautiful face n opp 9 there were 9 little fingers i let a small tear drop down not in disgust but in joy god had blessed me with a miracle baby"Blahh blahh blahh she says miracle i say god hates my soul.."eww shes ugly"i heard. I red head girls say from the side of my ear she was about 5'5 freckles on her face and she had a body like a worn out coke bottle the crazy part was i know her we were best friends since 4 grade kenzie key word "best" after 8 grade summer time kate ditched me and started hanging out with who we use to call the "minics" they were twin sisters i knew them since 4 grade and boy did they hate me for what? Id never know. They are identical twins im mean the only thing diff was there names and personalities manda was blonde with long beautiful hair tall and captin of cheer team all the guys loved them they were high school thots mandee she was co captin of cheer team and boy ol boy she was as dumb as a bat if it werent for her older sister only by two minutes she would be a loss cause. They laughed and i jus rolled my eyes as i was walking to the buses ughh i,hate bus rides there always loud with,anoyying immature kids top it off all three bitches were on my bus the out side air was so kold,so i quickly rushed my way to the bus as i,got on,i waved to the driver carrie and walked to the  .  middle,of the bus n took,my seat. The only good thing about this bus ride was that,my,crush mike ecton he sat,rite,infront of me he was about 5'9 moxed white n puerto rican his facial hair mad him look like a grown man well he basicaly was 18 n a senoir in high school i dont kno what it was but everything about him mad me go crazy no one knew my crush n the way i felt about him but my ex friend kate witch speaking of her the minics and kate sat right behind me and every minute they were hitting my seat they really know how to piss me off instead of turning around and snatching there asses up i put my head phones in and tried to get them off my mind b4 i exploded i dont know why they bother me i hope its not jealousy because im nothing like them in my eyes im an ugly odd ball im 5'10 lights skin im mixed with white n brown i kan pass as a puertorican girl i have an nice body i mean i dont work out but my mom says my body is beautiful and its shapped like zendaya from shake it up chicago she says anuthing to boost my ego but no body really sees my body i wear sweats and hoodies to school everyday im not type to dress up im ugly no need to try to convince my self other wise..
I got off the bus on geeringg avee i was the only one that got off at that stop boy i was happy to be off school *beeep* as i was getting in the door i got a text message it was tim he was one of my friends outside of school he about 25 i only surround , myself with older people kuz the kids in,my school dont know how to act tim is white tall ruff blonde hair n,sexii bluee eyes boy he fine
Tim-wyd we commin threw
Me- jus got in the doors open
Tim-ok
I went upstairs to my room and straightened it up a little,my mom,was still at work and my sister eccious was at school i have a big bro n sis but there never around so for now they dont matter i heard my house door slam shut i smiled and yelled "dik headss im up here" with that being sed i heard foot steps running up my stairs and boom drake slams my door open and behind him was tim "whitness" drakes says with a smile as they plobed down on my queen size bed drake was about 27 he was black n ugly lol he had no teeth well only bpyt five couple years ago he got jumped n they bashed his teeth in with a bat he was like 5'9 ffor an ugly dude he bagged alot of white girls mostly russions tho
My mom was at work n we were jus chilling in my room trying to find plans tim was sittin on the bed n i say next to him pooping my feet on his laugh which mad his whitebskin turn red his smile was so kute me and him liked wen another but considering my age we barley budged "ima get some bottles and we can go to are spot"drake said as he stood up stretch in me and Tim looked at one another then back at drake nodding in agreement boy ol boy I love 'our' spot I say our spot bcuz it basically is me tim n drake go there everyday its a beautiful bay sourounded by trees n water it was just so amazing anytime you needed to get away or just be alone that was the place to go and to be simply amazing we left my house and started walking to the lq we were always walking somewhere as we were walking i began to telll them about kenzie and the mimics they began to laugh as always wen i told them a story that had to do,with those girls when we go to the lq i walkes in with drake being tall and kinda has its days the cashiers swear im 21 so you know what that mean Liquor we left the store buying to bottles of vodka n to grape swisher sweet they were my favorite