Racing from Love I I JJK FF

43. Apology

-A week Later

"The JJD Groups went bankrupt and the CEO is being arrested for embezzling the funds of THE JEONS company. Mr. Lee Jong Dae is suspected for the murder of the Vice President of a famous company in Russia. His hearing would be held at 3:00 pm today. The-"

I stood there listening to the news until Jungkook turned off the television. He handed me a cup of coffee and took a seat beside.

"Why would you hear such nonsense?!" He said sipping his coffee.

"What was that?!" He took a deep breath and kept his cup aside. He grabbed my shoulders.

"Jong Dae is Japan's wanted Mafia's son." I blinked my eyes. "He-" I was interrupted with the doorbell. I stood up to open the door.

"Lucy~" I instantly hugged her. She hugged me back with a bright smile on her face. I took her inside.

"Jungkook, thank you so much." As soon as she saw him she spoke extending her hand for a shake.

"No worries." He smiled politely taking her hand. I frowned.

"You both know each other and why are you thanking him?!"

"Lucy is Jong Dae's step sister." My eyes widened such that for once I thought they will pop out and drop on the floor.

"What?!" He made me sat and then told me the entire story. That Jong Dae was really not what I thought. I feel like punching him so badly. That scumbag.

"But how did he end up losing everything." I asked out of curiosity.
A smirk plastered on his face.

"I transferred money in his account without his knowledge and reported him for stealing. That's how his company came down. Jimin Hyung and his spies found out about the murder he did. He found out important evidences and now he's in there. Soon his father will also be arrested. He can't get away from this."

I smiled. "So this was it."

"Y/n, you're so lucky to have him." Lucy spoke as a red tint crept on my cheeks. I looked at him and saw him smirking. I chuckled awkwardly.

"Y-yeah."

We all had lunch together and she left after gossiping some.

It was evening and Jungkook was in the library. His private library. I once went there and it was filled with books... Oh wait, libraries are made for books only. But they doesn't interest me. So boring. They don't even have any pictures. I wonder how does he read something so boring.

I sat on the bed placing my head on the headboard. I closed my eyes. A sudden rush of guilt hit me. I thought so wrong. Even if I didn't say it loud, I still thought that as a possibility. I feel so bad. That day also I shouted at him. I should atleast apologize.

I stood up and walked up to there. I knocked on the door then entered. I saw him reading a book with his glasses on. Damn, can't deny those glasses look so hot on him.

"I know I'm hot but don't eat me. I want to live." I cleared my throat and went near his desk.

"Um.... I." I was forming sentences. He stood up and went to the shelf to find some other book. I followed him.

"Actually, I wanted to say-"

"Sorry?!" He said while flipping through the pages. He already know everything.
I played with my fingers.

"Oh... Right. I am sorry. I said so many things without thinking and-"

"It's okay." He sat on his chair again. I bent on my knees. He finally looked at me.

"No Jungkook, it's not okay. I thought so wrong while you were thinking for me-"

"But you trusted me." He said grabbing my shoulder and made me stand.

"No, punish me." He scoffed.

"No need. Forget it." I pouted. "If you'll not punish me I will think that you didn't forgive me."

"Don't be stubborn, y-" I yanked his hand away. "No, you have to punish me." He sighed placing his hands inside his pocket.

"Fine, I'm giving you one last chance to think if you really want a punishment." He said with a slight smirk staring at me intensely. "I have thought enough. Now it's the time."

"Okay." He walked past me going through the shelves. I looked at him with confusion. He picked out a thick book and kept it on the table.

"This book have 700 pages. Read first 200 pages and then I'll ask questions randomly. If you want you can make notes of important points." My eyes widened listening to him.

"200?!"

"Yes, you asked for it." I chuckled nervously. "I ain't denying. I'll.... I'll do it." I sat on the chair opening the book.

"You have 5 hours." Fuck it. He was forgiving me easily. Why do I always pave a path for my troubles. I can't even quit now.

I flipped through the pages. Jungkook was sitting on the other side obviously enjoying the scene. I know I am crazy but he is smart. Atleast he could've given me some easier punishment. But no.

15 minutes passed by as 15 years. My head dropped down as I already started feeling sleepy. I yawned and read a paragraph. After reading the whole page I realized that I forgot to understand what it means. Now I have to read it again. I slammed my fist on the table in frustration.

"Is there any problem?!" I turned my head to the side gritting my teeth.

Yes.

"No. Nothing." I smiled awkwardly and then looked at that bunch of useless papers.

I started reading once again. The book was all about machines. Even more boring. I was feeling hungry-

"Open your mouth." I tilted my head and saw Jungkook standing with a bowl. I opened my mouth as he stuffed food inside my mouth. He always know what I want.

I continued to read as he fed me.

After hours of reading, stretching and yawning, I placed my head on the desk and closed my eyes without realizing when I drifted off to sleep.

I felt two arms wrapping around my waist. I felt like I was being lifted up. I didn't open my eyes. Soon I was on the bed. A hand caressed my cheeks softly.

"Y/n, I love you. And so do you. When will you understand?!"

Jungkook kissed my forehead and I heard footsteps then the closing of the door. I instantly opened my eyes and sat straight breathing heavily. The way he kissed me made my heart skip a beat.

I love him. I can't see him sad. I want him to be happy. And by not sharing my feelings I'm just making him suffer more. I can't see him with other girls. I miss him when he is not near. He's on my mind everytime. I can't keep this to myself I need to tell him.

That I love him. Only that way we'll be able to live happily forever.

But wait.... How do I tell him?! From mouth stupid. Aish.... Another big task. I can do this.