I want to cry
Sometimes I just wanna die
To disappear from this world
To never be disturbed
Problems just keep piling up
I wanna drink from this cup
Drink this poison
Your heart has been moistened
I don't always feel this way
But somehow, I always feel gray
Never breaking the door open
Because I am already broken
Was my misfortune fun?
This cannot be undone
I will always remember this
Though you're just looking at an abyss
I shall never lower my guard
Allow you to think I'm a retard
Because that you're specialty
It has always been your identity
All of you have scarred me
And all of you would agree
You would disguise as an angel
Some would think you're an archangel
I will now stay silent
I don't want to be violent
Ignorance is a bliss
I shall now dismiss
Success is the best revenge
Just wait, I'll avenge
For now, I shall grow myself
I should worry about thyself
— gravy
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I feel empty.
published : sept 7, 2021
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