one direction imagines(english and dutch)

you feel left out (BSM) louis

(Your pov.)
You sit on the couch, waiting for your big  brother to come home. Phoebe and daisy were playing in their room while lottie was trying out new hairstyles on felicitys hair. Your mom and Dan were changing the youngest twins but you were alone, just like the passed few months. Everyone had a buddy in the house and Louis was yours but when he is gone, you were alone. It wasn't that your sisters and parents excluded you, you were just really quiet and shy and only louis was able to break down your walls enough for you to let him in. Your thoughts get interupted by the door bursting open and a loud voice screaming that he is home. "LOUIS!" I hear everybody scream and even before I get the change to get to him, all 4 of my sisters are already clinging to Louis for dear life. I run towards them too but as I see that there is no room anymore I patiently wait for my turn. As he releases my sisters my mother hugs him before I get the chance to hug him. Everytime you get the chance to say hi, someone else beats you to it and eventualy, you just give up. You could've tried to get his attention by calling his name or something but it is said before: you are very shy. You just go to your room while trying to swallow the feeling of hurt and jealosy. I just fiddle with my hoodie sleeve for a bit while letting a few tears out that I can't hold back. "(Y/N)? You in there?" You hear louis ask before he enters to see you sitting there. "Hey kiddo, whats up" he asks while sitting next to you and pulling you into his chest. As soon as you smell the familair smell of his aftershave, you lose it. You began to sob while he pulls you in his lap and rocks you back and forth a little to try to calm you a little. "Can you tell me whats wrong, love?" He asks. "I I just missed you s so bad and downstairs e everyone started h hugging you a and I just couldn't get t to you, I geuss I just felt l left out" you whimper while whiping the tears of your cheeks. "Oh baby" he sighs while softly stroking your hair. "Im here now okay? And I'm not going to leave for a little while, okay bug?" He asks and you nod before burrying your face in his shirt. "I love you, Lou" "love you to (Y/N)"