(EXO fanfic) *MY DREAMLAND *

BETWEEN REALITY AND DREAMS

I heard some familiar ringing noise, "is that my alarm ringing?, no way I am in the hospital, it can't be! Let me sleep more!" I thought as I turned to the other side but the ringing didn't stop and also I heard my phone ringing too "what is this?" I thought "why the noise doesn't stop ugh aishhhh" I lazily opened my eyes slowly to find myself in a dark room, I look around "i..ts..my..room" I realized that all what I had was a dream "it can't be !! no way no!! But it was so real!! But.." I couldn't utter any other words as my tears just felled down, I stare blankly, and then I touched my tears "what is this for? JIN AH!! Of course that wouldn't be real WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN EXPECTING PABO!!, of course it was a dream after all!!I SHOULDN'T BE CRYING!!WHY AM I WAISTING MY TEARS OVER A DREAM!!" I said to myself trying to convince it, but that didn't work, my tears kept felling and I also could feel a hole appearing in my heart, the alarm was still ringing and it annoyed me so I slammed it harshly to the ground, I was totally lost in my anger, I have been always preventing myself not to be fooled and not to give things more than it should be giving either it was hope or fail, but I guess I have been mistaken again, I end up hurting myself with my overconfidence and my imagination! I really wanted to give up on them but I couldn't? Because I thought that they made me special but I guess they only made me fool and dumb again.

Finally my tears dried after wiping it over and over , I checked the time and it was 9am I was late for school but I was soulless I walked over to the washroom like a dead, washed my face, fixed my hair and worn my uniform and walked slowly to the bus station, its Friday "wait it's the audition day of CUBE entertainment which I applied for" I screamed in the bus everyone looked at me, I apologized and bowed since I couldn't handle the eyes that were stabbing me from everywhere I get off and decided just to walk, "even if that was a dream at least I've had fun in it! I shouldn't act so sad and depressed this way! It will just affect my audition later on I still can make my dream real after all! FIGHTING JUNG JIN AH!!" I mumbled and walked confidently this time. I saw the SOPA high school unique yellow uniform that I've always graved to wear proudly and go to that school, where all idols are! But I wasn't accepted in it because my middle school hasn't had any musical classes or either a theatre club yeah it was such a bad luck, I walked to my school, where I found the sport coach punishing some boys who came late, I wasn't afraid hmm why? Because of my plain nerdy appearance he would let it pass this time, after all the nerdy look also had his benefits in life I smiled as I apologized to him using my acting skills in being innocent and as I planned he patted my shoulder and told me its okay then opened the gate for me while the boys just stare enviously at me, I got inside and walked to the music instruments room, I took a guitar and started playing, I was good in playing guitar very well I wasn't a pro but I guess If I trained more I would become one, I haven't had any important classes but just a self studying class and a French class which I hate the most, I regret taking this language as my optional subject it was hard and it need work in it...I am so lazy to work in something I am not even interested in! While that I remembered the dream and lyrics started running in my head as I played on the guitar and started singing it:

I can't believe

I've woken up

I wished I could stay

That's all what I can say

Just longer a little longer

I wanna go back

Longer little longer

I wanna be there

In that beautiful, beautiful dream

Being that shining star

Being that stunning person

I have to be