Never Been In Love [Previously known as Daddy Cupid] | Choi Yeonjun

What's wrong?

Yeonhee POV
He's giving me butterflies again. My lips attached to his. It feels different. It's better than every kiss we've shared. It's the most passionate one. It's like there's no one else who matters right now. He's giving his all. The way his lips fit with mine is perfect.

He freed me from the black house and we went to his house. Here we are right now in his room, making love.

He takes off his upper garments while I take off my shirt and skirt. Not even giving me a moment to see his naked chest he pushes his lips onto mine. It changes. He's in a rush now. He's getting rougher.

I detach our lips to say something when I get cut off by him attacking my collarbone. He digs his teeth onto them, marking them all his. I close my eyes in pleasure and let out a small moan. I can feel Yeonjun smirk, I'm sure the moan turned him on. But it still feels like he's in a rush. He does not want to waste a single moment.

"Yeonjun, look at me"

Our eyes lock. There's sadness in them.

I cup his face with my hands and bring him closer to me.

"What's wrong Jun? You don't seem happy"

"I'm happy"

No he's not. It's visible that he's sad and that something is wrong.

"I'm here for you, you can tell me" I assure him by giving him a quick peck on his lips.

Slowly we go back to the same position in which we were earlier. His lips trail down to my chest while his hands unclip my bra.

I can hear soft sobs

"I'm sorry he did things to you" He apologised and kissed my bare chest.
"I'm sorry i was late" He kissed again
"I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you" I feel his lips on my chest yet again.

Tears dropped down my face while he said and did this. This is why he was sad. I feel like an idiot that he's blaming himself when clearly nothing was his fault.

"I love you Choi Yeonjun" I whisper-cried.

*next morning*

The chirping of the sweet birds woke me up. I open my eyes to see my clothes all thrown on the floor and the bed all messed up. Of course. Yeonjun being the dominant ass he is, the room had to be upside down. I don't even realise that I let out a smile at this thought. Oh Yeonjun, just how much I love you.
I turn on the other side to face Yeonjun but all I see is nothing.
There's no one on the other side.
Where's Yeonjun?

Maybe in the bathroom?

I sit up, covering the blanket on my naked body and I notice that Yeonjun's clothes are gone too. I look over to the other side to find his phone because he always keeps it with him but isn't there either! All I see is a white paper with something written on it.

I wear my undergarments and a pair of shorts first before getting off the bed and reading the 'thing' written on the paper.

I pick up the paper and-

Dear Yeonhee,
Hey, it's Yeonjun!!! Thank you for being the amazing person you are. Thank you for being my girlfriend. Thank you for being my sex partner. Thank you for being my reason to live. Being with you is one heck of a rollercoaster. You're so beautiful, inside and outside (if you know what i mean hehe). You're the hottest and sexiest person alive. You're the kindest I've ever seen. I love you oh so much, I hope you know that. I'll do any damn thing for you, there's no limit. I have to step out of your life now. Why? I can't tell you. I know I'm not the best for you. There are better people out there for you. I don't deserve you. I love you. I'm sorry for not telling you this yesterday but I didn't want to ruin your mood. I'm leaving so don't look for me. If faith would want we'll meet again but until then it's a goodbye.
Be happy!
The jerk who loves you
Yeonjun.

I'm on my knees with tears trailing down my cheeks. He left? Just like that? Why? What made him leave? Why didn't he fucking tell me! Why did he do this? Was it something I did? What the hell is happening. Is this a prank or something? I can see an ink smudge in the corner of the paper. He cried while writing this.


Without wasting a single minute I stood up and opened his cupboard. None of his clothes are there except the shorts that I picked up from the chair.
There's no suitcase either.

Is he gone for real?
Is this a dream?
I don't know what's happening

I read the letter again and again, crying my eyes out. My mind lingering on that damn sentence-
If faith would want we'll meet again but until then it's a goodbye. 

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