my fault (akaashi X Reader)

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Hi, I doubt anyone is gonna read this, but you never know!
So I dont know how to write and I kinda just have a lot of ideas in my head and I want them out
SO HERE I AM :D
I dont really know exactly what to write I'll kinda just write first thing that comes to mind, but still follow the story and make it make sense (kind of I'll try my best)
I have recently found out I have ADHD and autism and it's a little late to find out for my age, so I have never really understood anything happening in school, cuz I couldn't focus 💩 and so I never really learned when to put , or . and english is my 3rd language so if something doesnt make sense I'm sorry :/

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Y/n in this story will be a girl since it's easier for me (sorry hes and theys)

Strong language/swearing

If the subject of height differences or hair length comes up I will try to remember to make it so theres for taller(height)/longer(hair), same height/(medium hair), short/er (hair and height) and bald

The parts that are written with cursive is if someones thinking (exp. If its Y/n's pov its y/n thinking or akaashi's pov its him thinking etc.)

H/c = hair colour
E/c = eye colour
F/c = favorite colour
S/c = second favorite colour (if you dont have a second favorite or dont know you can just choose your favorite colour or random colour)
F/m =favorite movie
F/s = favorite show (if you dont have a favorite movie/show just pick a random one)

Btw akaashi is 5'9ft. In./182 cm

K that's it ✌
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Y/n pov

You hear your phone go off telling you to get up. You dont want to but you have to 😔

It's your first day as a 3rd year at Fukurodani, and you just cant wait to be finished with high school and get away from everyone, especiallythat one loud volleyball player Bokuto. You always hear him in the hallways or outside when you try to have some time to yourself.

He has tried talking to you but tried to sound uninterested, so he would hopefully leave you alone. But he was too dumb to realize and just stuck around, and followed you sometimes as if you were friends.

You force yourself up over to your closet/drawer (whatever you choose) and take your uniform.

You go to the bathroom across from your room, and start doing your daily morning routine (if you have one). You change into your uniform while you hear your mom stomping over to your bedroom, ready to yell at you to get your lazy ass up.

"Y/N GET YOUR-" you hear her stop mid sentence, probably because she realized you were already up.
You get out of the bathroom and see your mom "good morning to you too"
You say sarcastically "good morning! Breakfast is ready in the kitchen, I got to go to work early today, dont be late to school!" She says calmy smiling at you before walking away.

You just stand there and stare "how tf does she act as if she wasn't going to rip my head off 5 seconds ago 😃✋"

°•○timeskip to school cuz I said so○•°

You get to school, and hope that bokuto won't see you or just hasn't arrived.

You look at your schedule and see you're in class 3-4, you sigh because last year you were in 2-3, and now you have gone up one class. [not to mention grade too so its gonna be that much harder] Walking to the classroom you don't see or hear Bokuto[luckily]

You're early and you only see few people already in class, you see that the seat in the back by the window is empty, and choose to sit there, like every other main character does.✌

You decide to look around your classmates in case you recognize anyone, you only recognize Konoha.
You dont know him personally, but your friend Yukie is the manager of the volleyball team and you have been to very few games because she asked you to.

You still had around 15-20 minutes till class started so you decided to text Akane.
[a friend of yours from preschool-middleschool]

(I got the name Akane from a story called "cheater" If I remember correctly, and it's a Konoha x reader I recommend it, tho as I am writing this it's not finished. I'm writing this at 8 September 2021)

Y/n😩🔪
Hello there

Akane👹💅
Rubber last longer if you put it in a fridge

Y/n😩🔪
I feel like I walked in to something I wasn't supposed to

Akane👹💅
My class is about to start so what is it?

Y/n😩🔪
I'm just bored and class doesn't start for another ✨15 minutes✨

Akane👹💅
Shit- my teachers here entertain yourself I gtg

Y/n😩🔪
Bitch- did you just fucking leave me
I-
How dare you
○●Read●○

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Well shit- I'm just gonna leave it here, cuz my mom will be mad if I dont go to bed 🙄 this honestly sucks but I'll work on more tomorrow

Sorry it's short but you just gotta live with it honestly:/

And the rubber fact I also got from another story called "did you know" or "facts" or something by sanshibear or sanshabear(my memory sucks ass so I cant remember) it was an Atsumu x reader fic also recommend, recommend all their stories actually especially the ushijima one. Well bye drink water and enjoy life much as possible and dont make stupid decisions like me

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I'll maybe add my oc idk