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—— playlist ; "the truth untold" (BTS)
We have trouble....
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"What trouble?! What's going on!!" I let out a confused shout by the distressed looks on the boys faces.
"The texts sunoo sent us...he said this is the last time he'll see us and that he'll be in peace by being at his favorite place!! Chaewon he's going to commit!" Sunghoon cried out.
My heart dropped from the last five words that Sunghoon spat from his mouth. My breathing quickened, I was about to be sent into a panic attack.
"WHAT DOES HE MEAN BY HIS FAVORITE PLACE!! WHERE IS IT CHAEWON." Jungwon screamed desperately.
Favorite place...THE CLIFF !! HE'S AT THE CLIFF.
"GO GET HIM CHAEWON WE WONT BE ABLE TO STOP HIM, PLEASE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE !! " Ni-ki yelled, droplets of tears trickling down his cheeks.
I dashed out of the house, trying to hold onto the pooled up water that could've come down my eyes at any moment. I ran as fast as I could.
Why...why would he do that to everyone...why to me. I know it...he's loosing himself but I would've never thought that it would come to this point.
There are so many things in his mind that he wants to say but he keeps it to himself and now I might lose, I might lose the only thing that makes me feel like I'm good enough for myself, the only one I have in the world to love.
I can't lose him.
When I reached to the peak of the cliff there he was about to jump. "SUNOO." I screamed up to the top of my lungs. The male turned around, facing me with sad guilty eyes. That vulnerable look on his face that he hasn't shown in months.
"I'm sorry..." he sniffled. "It's too hard."
I shook my head, "No...NO. If you're going to do it...I'm going with you."
"No Chaewon." He shouts angrily while tears streamed down his face, he tried to stay strong but tears were forced out of his eyes.
"What's the point of me being here...if you're gone. I'm going with you." The crack of my voice echoed, Sunoo shook his head.
"I SAID NO." He yelled, his eyes turning ablaze. His hands balled up into a fist.
"I don't care." The bitterness in my voice was evident, I ran towards the cliff. Nearly about to jump when sunoo held me back, both of us fell back...crashing onto the ground.
I fought my way towards Sunoo's embrace, "Sunoo please don't leave me...please. Stop keeping everything for yourself, I know it's hard for you...I know need space. But don't do this please...I can't live without you neither can the boys, imagine how they feel."
"They were the ones who came barging into your house...if it weren't for them I wouldn't be able to stop you...please don't leave me ddeonu...I love you." I sobbed onto the crook of his shoulder, wet droplets tricking down onto his sweater.
That was his breaking point, Sunoo burst into tears. Engulfing me into a hug tighter than before, "it's so hard...I feel empty. I feel useless..."
"You're not useless, you're everything. You're my everything, you're everything to the boys. You mean so much to the all of us, you showed me that I shouldn't be afraid of being myself."
"So please...don't do anything to yourself. I'll help you through everything...let me help you. You won't go through anything alone...I'll be there for you. Till death."
Sunoo nodded, sniffling a bit. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry I didn't tell you about how i felt or even thought about you. I'll try to get through it...I promise."
"I love you ddeonu...thank you" I mumbled through his sweater, he wiped off his tears. Kissing the top of my head. Butterflies surrounding the luminous skies.
