Never Been In Love [Previously known as Daddy Cupid] | Choi Yeonjun

If you love someone you have to let them go

Yeonjun POV
I can't sleep at all. I'm just as tired as her but I can't sleep. How can I sleep knowing that I'll have to leave in a few hours. How will I live without her? She isn't aware because I don't want her to know. She'll stop me and I'll listen to her and then Wilston might do god knows what. I don't want her to get hurt because of my selfishness. She's my world. She's my happiness, my only reason to be alive.

She's in my arms, sleeping oh so peacefully, unaware of what would happen when she would wake up. She sleeps like a dead pig but still she's so cute. I let out a small smile while I realised that I just thought she's a cute dead pig.






"I am Choi Yeonjun and no, I wanted to know if I could help you. Since you're new and i'm sure no one has offered to show you around." "Sure, nice to meet you"

"Why the hell am I in your car? I need to go home." "You're not going home missy" "Why not?"

"A deal where you get to be my sex partner."

"No matter what, you can't fall in love with me" "I wasn't even planning to, thug"

"Because i realised something" "What?" "I realised that you're more than just a classmate to me. You're more than just a friend to me. You're more than just a sex partener to me. In no time, Choi Yeonjun, you made me fall in love with you"

"Do you still have feelings for him?" "Feelings? Goddammit, I love him!"

"I love you Yeonhee, more than anyone and anything. Are you willing to give us one more chance?" "Willing? I'm sure to give us a million chances"

"Shut up Yeonjun, i love you" "I love you too"


Tears streamed down my eyes as I recalled all of our moments and how far we've come. I've grown to love her a lot. I'm not ready to leave, nevertheless I will.

I glance at my phone and it's 4 in the morning. Very softly I put Yeonhee out of my embrace trying not to wake her up and I wiped my tears. I get off from bed and go towards the washroom, brushing my teeth, freshening up and dressed in presentable clothes. I packed 3 suitcases, not leaving any clothing except for a pair of shorts which I left hanging on the chair. Yeonhee was so deep in sleep that she didn't even realise i had packed up my bags and was going any minute now.

I received a message and I opened it to see my flight ticket details which were sent by Wilston. Paris, France. I guess it's really time to go. I wrote down a letter for her. My tears fell while writing it and it caused an ink smudge on the corner of the paper. With deep courage I placed the letter on the bedside table.

I check the room once again to see if I have left anything related to me. Yes I had packed everything but I was leaving behind a part of me. I was leaving behind my heart, my life. I was leaving behind Yeonhee. I lean closer to her, watching her for the last time.

"They say if you love someone you have to let them go. I guess that's true. See you when faith wants us to meet again, Yeonhee... I love you" I whispered, kissed her forehead and left with memories and tears.


"Passengers going to Paris, France from flight number 109780, please proceed to gate number 7 for boarding, thank you"

I got up from the airport seat once I heard the announcement. It's time to leave her behind and vanish, for her own good. I head towards the gate for boarding.

I found my flight seat. It's a window seat, thankfully. I open the window slate and sit there emotionless, knowing that it's actually happening. I received a message from Wilston again.

Have a good journey brother, i'll treat her well

I shed a tear again.

"Ladies and gentlemen we are ready for take off"

The journey started and soon the airplane was in the air. Closing my eyes, letting the last tear fall, I sigh.

"Goodbye-"

A/N-  No this is not the end don't worry. Thank you for sticking around till here and reading it. This might end in 4-5 more chapters T_T. I'll try updating more often and finish this before my exams. Let me know what you think in the comments, they motivate me to write tbh :)
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