"After the things I lived, I didn't want to fall in love again. But you made me believe in what I thought got lost in this dark and cold world." - Taehyung.
Continuation of "Calling Paradise."
Started: October 01, 2020.
Completed: September 11, 2021...
I stood up from the bed and walked over to Jungkook. Shortly, I tried to take the bottle away from him, but he continued to resist. I shook my head before turning slightly serious on him, attempting to take the bottle from his hands. Jungkook cried as I held his shoulder, briefly removing the wine from his grasp. Immediately, I felt him letting his weight fall on me, causing my arms to surround his body to prevent him from crumbling down onto the floor. Without hesitation, I embraced Jungkook, feeling his hiccups while he began to sob against my shoulder.
-Let it all out; it's okay. – I softly spoke, causing Jungkook to hold onto me tighter.
-Yoongi. – Jungkook murmured between sobs. Immediately, I kissed his head and stroked his back, trying to comfort him as much as possible. -Why? Why couldn't you accept me? – Jungkook cried, his words instantly hitting my weakest spot, making my tears fall from my eyes.
-Jungkook, don't torment yourself with the past. I beg you to move on, and I promise to stay with you from now onwards. – I sincerely said while trying to stay composed. Then, I got apart from Jungkook and looked into his teary eyes. -I'm not Yoongi-hyung; I won't complain about your jealousness anymore, and I will search for your clinginess whenever you want me to do so. Okay? I don't want you to change, but please, stop hurting yourself with thoughts of the past. – I begged before pecking Jungkook's lips, but his tears didn't stop falling.
-I'm sorry, Taehyung, - Jungkook stuttered before holding my face with his hand. Immediately, I snuggled against his touch and nodded at his words, briefly taking him back to the bed.
I sat down before taking Jungkook between my arms, letting him stay on my lap. Then, I pulled him closer and kissed his lips gently. He slowly followed my moves, allowing himself to enjoy the moment. Eventually, he pulled away and looked at me with his teary eyes.
-I know it isn't easy, but whatever you lived with Yoongi, forget it. Remembering what happened back then isn't healthy, and you taught me that when you took care of me. Do you recall? – I told Jungkook, who nodded in response, understanding my intentions.
-I'm sorry for comparing you to Yoongi. Moyeon's text honestly threw me off. – Jungkook admitted, causing me to chuckle slightly.
-It's okay, but next time, don't drink. Okay? I can't stand when the bunny had red cheeks due to it. – I teased, causing Jungkook to look away from me shyly. Then, he nodded and placed his head on my shoulder. -And I don't want you to hide anything from me again. Right now, I would be so angry because you lied to me, but I know you need my support. – I mentioned as Jungkook closed his eyes.
