A swipe of love

part 33

[ as you guys said, you were in the bed all day. it was getting darker ]
jackson: so we watching the moon?
you: yes
jackson: (smiles) let's go
you: mhm

(u went outside the room)
cyp: WOAH GOOD EVENING
jacob: i forgot how yall look like
cyp: we haven't seen u all day
jacob: (noticed a hickey on jacksons neck) oop i think they had some fun
jackson: (noticed that and covers neck with his arm, then smiles) no we were just talking, now we r boutta watch the moon
you: right
(u two then went outside and sat on the floor)
jackson: put ur head on my chest i want to feel u
you: to feel me? (do what he said)
jackson: good girl
you: the moon looks so pretty, i like the view
jackson: you do
you: (smile and notice whats he doing) yes
jackson: you're my best view
you: meeehhh
jackson: can i stroke your hair while you're laying like this
you: do you want me to fall in love even more with you?
jackson: only if it ends with u in my arms every night for the rest of my life
you: i gotchu
jackson: so can i?
you: u can, u can

(after a few minutes)
you: fight me
jackson: COME AT ME
you: I'LL HIT YOU WITH MY LIPS ON YOURS, SOFTLY
jackson: if this is how we fight then we can fight all the time
you: we sure can (kiss him)
jackson: did u see what u did to my neck
you: (look at his neck) soo?? is there any problem
jackson: actually yes
you: i was just marking what's mine
jackson: right, but i didn't mark what's mine, that's a problem
you: ooooo don't worry u can do it in the moonlight
jackson: can i?
you: of coirse u do
jackson: (pulls u closer so he can start kissing ur neck)
you: (give a little moan) uh this gives me butterflies
jackson: shh we don't want our neighboors to see us
you: we ain't doing anything that could make a problem yk
jackson: however i don't like them
you: nah me too
jackson: (keeps kissing you)
you: damnnnn
jackson: mhm how does it feel
you: it feels way too good
jackson: (giggle) i can't wait for u to get better. all the things i wanna do to you
you: woahh woahh
jackson: just wait, patiently
you: okay sir
jackson: look at this star, it reminds me of you
you: why tho?
jackson: well as u can see, it's the only one we see right now, it's alone but still shines
you: oh god. but i shine more when i'm with you
jackson: aw really
you: mhm
jackson: ur adorable
you: jackie boy i'm sleepy
jackson: then go to sleep
you: but i don't want to i wanna talk to you
jackson: then don't go to sleep
you: but i'm sleepy
jackson: i'm gonna kill you
you: naw ur not
jackson: what do you want me to do? sleep with u?
you: i don't wanna sleep i wanna talk to you
jackson: me too
you: oh
jackson: fuckkkk you
you: why what did i do
jackson: looking so goddamn gorgeous
you: aw
jackson: i hate you
you: don't lie
jackson: i mean i don't hate you, i love u, but, i hate u for looking so gorgeous
you: u look cuteeee
jackson: i'd look cuter w you on top of me
you: yeah you would
jackson: are u cold
you: not really
jackson: why do u never take my hoodies or jacket
you: because if u wear it it means ur cold
jackson: i literally wear them just in case u need it
you: omg stop i'm melting
jackson: here (throws his hoodie on you)
you: thanks mr jackson but it really looked cute on you
jackson: it looks better on you
you: that's a fact
jackson: (giggles) i swear if there were million things 'wrong' with you, i'd still fall in love with you
you: no because i know you would
jackson: you do, you do
you: u always make my day
jackson: u make mine too
you: just takking to u make me smile like an idiot
jackson: you are idiot, but only mine, my idiot
you: ugh i honestly wish i met u along time ago, my life wiuld be so much better
jackson: i still don't understand how i didn't know you but i was talking w cyp every single day
you: yeah i was very antisocial i didn't want—
jackson: i know, i know, even when i come to him, ur always in ur room, so literally i only knew he has a sister, didn't even know ur name
you: LMAOOO
jackson: i don't usually like people...
you: me too
jackson: ... but you
you: and only u
jackson: i'm so in love with u like i don't understand
you: and i've never felt this good about anything
jackson: or anyone
you: ur my fav person to talk to
jackson: and u are my fav person in general
you: YOUR MINE TOO
jackson: i am of course as i should (looks at ur eyes)
you: mhm
jackson: damnnnnn
you: whaaat
jackson: i can't even look at u without thinking about kissing you
you: well there's nothing wrong w that, i have no problems
jackson: (kisses you and puts his heand onto ur chest n looks in the sky) one day, i won't love you the most, you know? u'd be the second person. i think u should know that
you: mhm it's fine i'm always the second choice not a big surprise
jackson: (stands up and looks right into ur eyes) the peron i'll love the most will be our son
you: (smile) or daughter
jackson: our child in general
you: ur amazing
jackson: so are u
you: buttt, til that day
jackson: i love u and only u
you: my good boy
jackson: ughhh that "my" hits different
you: yeaah does it

(u were sitting and looking in the sky in silence for like 15mins. then u suddenly teared up.)
jackson: heyyyy (wipes tears) why are u crying? (puts his arms around ur waist and sits right behind you)
you: hm
jackson: (kisses ur neck) shh what's wrong? u know u can tell me everything
you: i just
jackson: what
you: idk! i hate this place i hate everyone here!
jackson: what?? what's wring babe??
you: i just... u made me reslise ur literally the ONLY person who actually cares about me. u noticed i don't have friends beside jacob and soph? since ur my bf and cyos my brother? i've had some, but when i started more hanging out w cyps friends they all left me thinking i'm leaving them!! people from there literally hate me, this place is too much for me, too much people, neighboors who hate us, especially me, what did i do? i just feel like i don't belong there
jackson: what do you mean??? please don't cry love they all left u because they r obviusly jealous!! and u know that! people wouldn't be hating on u if they were better than you! they r all fools u shouldn't be caring about it! i'm gonna make everything okay. i'll take u away from this place, i'm gonna make u feel like none of this has ever happened to you i promise you, one day, you, me and our baby will live alone, in a house far away from town
you: (hug him) ur trying. i appreciate you so much.
jackson: everything will be okay princess
you: everything's better when i'm in ur arms
jackson: well i don't mind u staying there for the rest of my life
you: (giggle) i will
(u sit in his lap and he hugged you from behing. u continued watching the moon, and at like 1am u went home to sleep.)