What i wanna know is how someone can be so attached to a person they've never met or talked to before.
A person that doesn't even know they exist
Like why
WTF
Im sitting here bawling at just the thaught of her dieing and she doesn't even know who the fuck i am
I don't understand it
I don't understand why her voice is so suthing or how a hug from her would be like seeing a fucking unicorn, magical but only in my dreams
I don't understand how reading fiction about falling asleep while cuddling and watching a movie makes me feel so safe
I don't understand how seeing her smile makes me smile
I don't understand how her ocean blue eyes are so mesmerizing
I don't understand how i used to hide the fact that i liked her because when people found out i was made fun of for it so i stopped and moved on until i didn't give a shit what people thought and i found my way back to her
I don't understand how one person who doesn't even know I exist can have such a big impact on me
I just don't understand
I don't fucking understand
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Poems and Vents
Poesiarn there are 3 poems: Okay, Coping and I Don't Understand idk why I'm posting these but ig it's to let people know there not alone or something even though nobody is probably gonna see these anyway if you do see this... Enjoy TW: self harm, substanc...
