Don't Watch Me Cry

Chapter 50

Nali Pov

"what?" Kasim said getting up

"i killed Darren Kasim" i said again getting up

"nah sit down" he said sitting me next to him

i sat down and i looked at him

"tell me what happened now" he said sternly

"well he admitted to me that he shot you and that next time he gonna make sure he kills you, that shit didn't sit right with my spirit at all, i was so angry Kasim i got up told him lets link up had him thinking he was gonna fuck, when i got there some of his mans was there and it didn't stop me at all ... him and I went upstairs and i seduced him then i tased him in the head a few times torturing him and then i shot and killed him ... i killed one of his mans off guard and seduced the other one and killed him" i said

"Why are you just now saying something?" he said looking away from me

"because i didn't know how to tell you, i felt like a whole different person" i said

"what you do with the bodies" he asked

"sincere handled that" i said

"YOU CALLED SINCERE BUT DIDNT CALL ME?" he said getting up raising his voice

"Kasim i had it handled, i didn't wanna get you involved that was my kill" i said getting up

"Nali you not understanding me" he said

"you not saying anything" i said

"who gun did you use?" he said

"yours" i said

he groaned , "talk to me kasim" i said

"Nali i ain't never want you in no shit like that, thats some serious shit. you got some fire ass shit happening in your life and you gonna lose it all for a kill, I GOT SHIT LIKE THAT HANDLED" he said

"baby, i know but i ran the trap when you were gone and you were okay with that, i needed to get revenge for you, he almost took you away from me" i said

"i had it handled Nali, you running the trap for me thats cool you was just handling money but doing the KILLS NALI ARE YOU INSANE?" he said

"Kasim-" he cut me off

"I need a second" he said, we stood in silence for like 10 minutes it felt like forever

he took a deep breath, "Nali... i love you & i love how big your heart is and how you don't play when it comes to me & i appreciate you and I am so grateful... but I really don't want you apart of no shit like that i don't play when it comes to you and your future, let me handle shit like that. one false move and you gonna be in too deep and you gonna lose everything you worked for, over some street shit that i got handled, you real as fuck though baby and you are my world but i'd hate to see your world go down in flames over shit like this, for now on let me handle the street shit" he said walking over to me

"okay Kasim, im sorry" i said

"nah you don't gotta apologize, you meant business when you did that shit don't ever apologize for it" he said

i hugged him and he hugged me back but extra tight , "i fall inlove with you more and more every day" he said

he kissed my cheek and we laid in the bed and put on Supernatural

i laid on his chest and i looked up at him while he was focused on the show, i stared at him for a few seconds and smiled then laid on his chest and fell asleep

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Hey guys, I apologize from the bottom of my heart for standing yall up like that. This book truly means alot to me but I had honestly lost the confidence to continue, I had stopped believing in myself... I took a break to recollect and your girl is back and is ready to give. Writer's block was a bitch but can't let that hold me back....

continue to follow your dreams my lovely readers, i love yall to the moon and back <333

lol i know its a short one but its just getting started. 

*milan