I have very few real friends but all my friends hate each other *btw this will almost all be about friends* i have no i only talk about my friends and family because i dont want people to worr about me no one understans so i cant get close to people but i think i let myself slip up so im sorry if i hurt you sarah but i cant let anyone to close and i get im not useful thanks btw any of my other friends are no good for me so why try i feel i can trust the internet more than people i know crazy right yea so this was a bit of both rant and tears no happy here