Behind the streams

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“‘I love George’...hm, Dream.”

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Dream woke up with slight anxiety. That night, after he finished his stream he didn't realize what he said until before he fell asleep.

“I love George”

What the fuck is wrong with him? On stream too.

George could've watched the vod or could've just come at that part, no he wouldn't have. But he could've.

Dream woke up overthinking it all.

“Dream you should just go out and have some fun! Stop thinking about George all the time.”

Dream sighed, he knows Sapnap is good at advice when he wants to be.

“Listen it just so happened to be your lucky day! Punz is hosting a party tonight, you don't have to come but I'll be there and so will plenty others. Show up if you want but it might be good for you.”

Is what Sapnap told him. They had the whole conversation about two hours ago, when Dream first woke up, 8:00 am.

Currently, Dream is headed to the market to shop for groceries that are desperately needed. He doesn't know what he'll make but he figured he'd grab a bunch of ingredients and roll with it.

As he drives, he contemplates whether or not he should go.

Would it be good for him? Would it make him forget George, leave his love behind?

He decides to try it. He'll go to the party, and hopefully find someone to make him forget George. As much as he doesn't want to use anyone–something he's never even had a thought of doing–he can't help his love for George. With anything.

It's real, true love that he feels for this loveable, joyful, fluffy haired, adorable man.

He hops out of his car once he arrives and grabs a cart, walking on in with it not looking to rush for anything, as he has nothing to do today–well that he can think of right now.

He sighs watching all the people, but it also excites him. Like a game.

Will people know who he is? Is he even ready to know the answer? Would he get attacked?

Anything.

Any question.

No answers.

It's a game for himself, a challenge. A challenge whether or not he's ready to be faced by the world, face revealed or not.

Why is it so scary? I mean, understandable with all the hate, but that's not the reason. So what is the reason?

Maybe he'd look for it, eventually, not now whilst he shops. Life is okay right now, questions that don't have answers–maybe questions that don't need answers, yet–is okay. Everything is okay.

Groceries, get the groceries and go home.

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Sapnap added Quackity and Karl to the group!

sapnap: hey guys

quackity: hi

karl: hi :]

sapnap: not to be nosy but wtf is going on w george & dream

karl: oh idk.. seems like hes annoyed with his boyfriend

sapnap: damn i knew he was gay, i hate faggots

karl: SAPNAP WHAT THE HELL

quackity: that's messed up wtf sap

sapnap: im sorry im joking