....But stronger than ever (BWWM) book 2 (on hold)

Rejected but stronger than ever

Ive been through so much these past 4 months.
After me and Luke killed my father the keepers of the world found us. I don't know how or why but they did and they never let us go. I don't know how but they did something to me, my powers are gone from what I can tell. I feel incomplete , weak .

They haven't let me see Luke physically in these past four months either. we've been kept in cells facing each other , kind of like some sick joke. So close but so far. They feed us good though. At least they aren't directly mistreating my baby , I get all prenatal vitamins and lots of food, whatever I'm craving they give it to me. That's the one thing I can say about them that isn't completely horrible .

"Hello , vee how are you feeling this morning? Is your baby ok?" One of the doctors came as per usual right on time. They act like they care but they don't , only one doctor has ever shown any sort of real compassion is my female nurse and it makes sense. Men are nothing but animals.

"Where's my fucking food?" I don't even wanna make small talk today, usually I'd play along but I'm feeling more annoyed than usual.

"Now vee we told you about your attitude , you don't want another check up do you?" His evil smirk showing , both of us knowing why he said that and how I was helpless against it. They abuse their power and we can't do anything about it. These "keepers of the world" are really just thugs .

as I ignore him, he grabs my arm. rather roughly, and sticks a long needle into it about the size of a pencil. I cringed so hard the whole chair moved. I look over doctor dickheads shoulder to luke for comfort and hes banging on the glass. of course, its sound proof so it didn't really affect the doctor as I wished it did. I just wish luke would come and save us, me and our baby. I haven't touched him , heard him or anything in months, but I can tell hes grown to see this baby as his. he's watched my stomach grow how could he not? All these months he's had no chose but to watch the kicks of our babies little feet on my belly, with his sight and abilities i'm sure he's heard everything. assuming they let him keep his powers. like I said I don't know anything. and that brings me back to reality .

Turning my attention back to the bitch that is stealing my blood I ask the same questions I have for the past 4 months.

"what the fuck are you weird ass motherfuckers doing with my blood?" I try to sound strong but I cant help my voice wavering from how much blood I was loosing, or rather getting taken against my will from me. every time they do this im in the bed for the rest of the day.

"don't worry your pretty little head about that dear, you'll surely find out soon enough." he then slowly pulls out the needle. watching my face morph into pain with that same sadistic smile I see every week when he comes to do things that soon enough ill make him pay for, right now I cant even think about it, how helpless I am, and weak. I cant protect myself, let alone a child he could kill my baby with what hes doing to me but I have faith we are strong enough. we can hold on a little while longer because we will get out of here, and they will die. and I will take my time with it too, no slow deaths will be granted for anyone , no harm will come to that poor nurse though only because shes been so kind to me, shes the reason I get the vitamins and good meals, probably because those sexist assholes make her do the "womanly" jobs.

Also, because I know for a fact, they do to her what they do to me, she always has bruises everywhere when shes brings me my food . scars on her arms, marks on her neck, busted lips , blacked eyes. she never looks ok, but still when she see's me she always puts a smile on her face. for me. that's true kindness and selflessness, something I hope to be if i want to save the world from myself.

And she will be taken care of when I get out ,she deserves everything she wants in life and I will make sure she gets it and gets away frim him,  while he rapes me I think of all the ways him and his friends will die, I wonder what she thinks about when it happens to her.
I wish I could talk to someone , anyone .

im snapped out of my thoughts again by a hand on my boob and Lips on my neck.

"its something about this belly that drives me crazy" he moans in my ear and I throw up . that doesn't stop him as he slids his hands through my shorts , I struggle to stop him, resist or just scream but im way to weak. I cant even move my head . he took almost all of my blood.

as he slids his pants off and takes off my shorts , telling me that I should be lucky a educated, successful man like himself finds a creature like me fuckable. I black out from the pain after that. praying he doesn't hurt my baby.

I wake up just as he was leaving and manage to gather the strength to promise him something I shouldn't even have told him. I just wanted to see his reaction, the fear on his face that I expected he'd have because he knows im not just saying this, I mean it and his fate is sealed. and it was as satisfying as I thought itd be.

"when I get out of here, im going to eat your soul."