Hey, this is Lee felix, and I don't have any idea of who I am, what to do with my life, or if it's relevant or good to live anymore.
I feel useless....
I feel... empty...
What I mostly do with my life?
heh I don't really know, I only go to university and practically never pay attention because all it's sooo easy, I might be intelligent, but I don't like it, I hate it let's say it, because, the more intelligent you are, the more you overthink, the more you get depressed, that's my life.
hmmmmm, I don't have that much friends, there is my best friend Christopher, I know him since I came to study to korea...And that was... long long time ago.
He's pretty handsome for me to say, sings well, is my comfort place, and I do spend a lot of time with him, since we moved together and we go to university together.
I randomly think sometimes, he might be my soulmate.
Soulmates may come In any form, as a friend that stays forever, as a lover, as a child, etc, so I think he might be my soulmate, my dear soulmate that came in a friend version.
Another remark, I'm afraid to fucking everything, instead of my friendos :), which they are Jeonginnie, hannie, changbin and channie.
I don't have that much, adding my social anxiety to the list, anxiety in general and insecurities.
Let's add one thing, the most relevant.
My worst fear...
Is Hwang Hyunjin.
