The Horror Of Love (AU)

Chapter 2

"Love? Why love?" He asked surprised. 

"You don't get to choose who you fall in love with. There is no decision to be made." I simply replied before walking off. I went straight home without a glance back. Once I closed the door I pressed my back to it and slid down. In a few minutes this beautiful creature -there was no doubting he wasn't human- had me dishing out my secrets like candy to children on Halloween. I sat there for a bout 20 minutes before realizing that I will probably never see him again and for some reason that killed me. I decided to try and forget about him and go take a shower. Putting my I-Pod on its dock as I stripped down, hearing Ed Sheeran's voice, I stepped in. After a while the soothing sound of Ed's voice and the calming effects of the shower compelled me to sing along.

{Hearts against my chest,
Lips pressed to my neck,
I've fallen for your eyes
But theydon't know me yet,}

I closed my eyes and was suddenly met with the most perfect eyes I ever seen. Warm pools of deep chocolaty brown that seemed to stare into my very being. I took a sharp intake of breath opening my eyes.The shower was supposed to keep my mind away from Him . Growing irritated with myself I turned the water off and stomped out. Whycan't I just leave things alone for once? Not stress about things? But that's just who I am I guess. Sighing deeply I pulled on my sports bra with a tank top over and panties with short shorts over. Just forget about it and go to sleep I told myself.

******************************* THE NEXT MORNING**********************************

{And they say,
She's in the class A Team,
Stuck in her day dream,
Been this way since eighteen,
But lately her face seems,
Slowly sinking waisting,
crumbling like pastries,}

I groaned time to get up. Throwing the covers off. I walked to bathroom only to laugh at the mirror. My hair looked like a five year old and a monkey had a fight over styling it. Okay first thing first get rid of this rats nest I thought to myself. Brushing my teeth I heard a beep come from the other room, My phone. Ugh! Who else is up at this hour?

From Hazzabear: Hey Arura I hope you're up because I don't plan on working alone. Love! You better be up. Xx

I giggled a bit at his silliness. I am severely depressed but I'mon these weird antidepressants that make me have mood swings . Still doesn't help the suicidal thought. Or the nightmares some part of my mind whispered but I quickly dismissed the thought. One little pill is all I have to take to stay "Happy" all week, eventually it's supposed to help me get out of this depression all together, I highly doubt it. Checking the time I quickly rip on some black skinny jeans along with the bright yellow shirt for work. See I work two jobs, one at night and one during the day. At night I'm a bartender at the biggest/best/busiest bar in London The Tavern. It'salways really busy and I always get a lot of good tips. I work there with a couple of my best friends Perrie Eleanor and Danielle. During the day I work at a local smoothie shop with my other best friends Niall, Harry and Louis. I checked the time again as I applied some mascara, cover-up, and light eyeliner. Awe shit! Harry's gonna be pissed if I'm late again!  I quickly slip into some black TOMS and grab my favorite dark blue hoodie as well as my purse. Running too the smoothie shop I see Harry's car pull up beside me .

"Hey there beautiful need a ride?" He grins cheekily.

"Very funny Haz." I state dryly.

"I thought it was." He laughed . I just got in without another word . Harry noticing my mood didn't say anything to me for the rest of the ride, knowing I wanted to save my penitence for the customers.

*A/N: Soo Yay! Finally Right? Soooo Yupp! Will write the next chapter soon!!!! LOVE YOU SPARKLES!!!!!!!!!*