Mr. Cordon's Wife (BOOK I) COMPLETED

CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE

CHAPTER 39

A C H L Y S'S POV

I LEFT HER ALONE. Hindi ko lang matanggap kung bakit sa lahat ng tao siya pa? Yung babaeng mahal ko pa?! How can she betray me like this? She knows how I badly want to hunt that family, tapos nasa harapan ko lang pala?

I felt betrayed and somehow a little guilty. I looked at my hand, hindi ko naman dapat siya sasaktan eh. Like all my self-control drained. Paano niyang nagawang pagsalitaan yung uncle ko? Where did she get those words? Or maybe she is pointing out her fault on my uncle, ganun ba iyun?

Inangat ko yung glass na may alak at nilagok ko iyun. I am aggressively drinking alcohol with my mind full of confusions. Nasasaktan ako, sobra! Kasi yung babaeng mahal ko na siyang asawa ko ay siya rin ang kalaban ko. How can that be possible?!

Napahilamos naman ako. Bakit siya pa? Bakit hindi nalang iba? Hindi ko talaga matanggap. I didn't mean to say those words. Galit lang talaga ako. I am mad to 'that' family. They destroy mine, so I have to destroy their's.

But why I'm I feeling like I want to just forget the pain and just love her? It hurts being a broken family but... why does to hurts more thinking that I had hurted her? That I had laid a hand on her, again?

Damn, hindi ko iyun sinadya! Fvck, I can't just say that I don't love her. It is not easy. Nang malaman ko yung lahat, I was in rage. Tila akong binalutan ng puot at galit and all I see was red. And I just want something to punch on.

I hate feeling this way. Medyo nagsisisi ako ng sinabi ko iyun. How can I abandon my wife and my child?! Ayokong silang mawala. I just can't. But the hatred had gone through me. Hindi ko napigilan.

"You've been drinking so much. Shouldn't you stop?" Napalingon naman ako sa nagsalita. My eyes were kinda drowsy but I am not drunk. Medyo lang. Nakita kong si Alcohol ito. I chuckled, his name really suits him. I wish I can have that name right now.

"Oh, it's you! Anong ginagawa mo dito?" Tapos ay binalik yung sarili sa pag-iinom. Naramdaman kong tumabi ito saakin. He sat on the next chair to mine. At tinawag niya rin yung bartender. It seems like iinom din siya.

"Ano pa ba ang ginagawa ng tao sa bar? Hindi ba magpapakasaya? Or maybe magpapakaluksa?" He meaningly said. Nanliit naman yung mata ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.