My life without my bff

Her Call, pain and Death

Hello my name is Madison, I had a Best Friend/Sister who I knew for almost 10 years now. she died 12/10/19, and those people who know me, December is the worst month for me EVER.

How this will start is that day she called me on Messenger, she was crying. She was in pain, saying she was hurting physically in her leg and medicine wouldn't help, she was getting headaches and a form of sleep apnea.

I tried to calm her down but she wouldn't budge, I felt bad unable to help or drive over to help her. Well after the call and a few nights of the same nightmare. I told her about the dreams and we shrugged it off like nothing was wrong. But I've had visions before so, I was very nervous and worried. 

Soon her birthday came around, happy she was a year older. We roleplayed a lot, so a day before on December 9th, we did a MHA RP. TodoDeku more specifically, we said goodnight happy and normal...or so I thought. when I woke up got a good morning message around 11am while she was at school having lunch.

I fell back to sleep happy she wasn't in pain, but an hour later my mother comes to wake me up. I wasn't ready...hearing those words, I wished it was a joke or nightmare, she had died, dropped during school after lunch, seizing. I cried, I panicked, my mom had gotten the call when she went out to the store. She turned around and immediately came back to be there with me and to tell me.

Her funeral was in 5 days, those 5 days were agony. I cried so much, I was so depressed, thinking my dreams were visions saying that she was gonna die. She kept being taken into a bright light away from me, I should've said something, cause maybe I could've stopped it by chance.

Her mother wanted me to talk about her at her funeral, being she was like a sister to me and my family. I had to decline cause I couldn't speak over my tears, seeing her in the open casket. Even after almost 2 years its still very painful, and heartbreaking, I wish she was still here.

Thank you for reading this chapter

In Memory of Bethany Green

9/9/02 - 12/10/19

Miss you so much sis!