Hello, I'm Tiffaney, I'm 15 I live in France with my grandparents, my parents passed away when I was 6, before I lived in France, I lived in L.A with my parents, my parents died in a plane accident, coming back from Canada. Since then I have been a little lost, I have shoulder length black hair, a lip piercing & my favorite color is black. I use to love playing sports the only sport I didn't quit playing was soccer, but I quit due to, my depression I have been depressed for 2 years, my depression started at the age of thirteen since then, I started cutting my grandparents don't know, & it's better if they don't.
Tomorrow, will be my first time going to a normal school, I was home schooled half of my life, I was scared but excited, hopefully I will have at least a few friends.
~1st day of school.
As I walked through the halls of the high school, I felt so short & alone, as I searched for my locker number 423, I found it, the person beside my locker looked scared also, I didn't talk to him or anything, he looked up & said hello, my name is Benjamin.
I looked up, & said hi I'm Tiffaney
So Tiffaney how old are you?
I'm 15, & you?
Same age, what grade are you in?
9 & you?
Same, hey I guess we are in the same classes.
I guess so.
Well see you after Tiffaney my friends are calling me.
Bye Benjamin.
Benjamin wasn't all that bad he wore jeans with Hollister hoodies & snap backs, he was pretty attractive, & we have the same classes together.
As he walked away, I couldn't help but to think of him, I put my stuff in my locker then the bell rang, which means it was period 1, which means I had French. I didn't like French because I didn't understand it.
As I entered the class, I sat in a desk in the back corner, I seen Benjamin walk, towards my desk, but a girl said his name & saved him a desk next to hers. I didn't mind it, I had no idea what the teacher was talking about but I acted like I knew.
It was 9:40 which meant we had gym I loved gym, it was my favourite subject, I changed into my gym clothes in the bathroom stalls, because I couldn't trust the locker rooms, I wore a long sleeve with yoga pants to hide my cuts , we were playing soccer today i wasnt sure if i should play, due to my depression but soccer, which I was really good at was my favourite sport, there were 6 on each team, on my team I had Benjamin & Rodney that's all I knew, I was kinda shy with Benjamin on my team. But I played anyways, playing soccer reminded me of all the times in L.A with all my friends. As soon as we were done, the coach told us to change but called Benjamin & I to his office as we walked there, all I could think was am I in trouble?
The coach told us to sign up for soccer because we tried our best on the field today.
Benjamin gave me a cute half smile, & passed me the sign up sheet, I wrote my name & age, Benjamin did the same, as we walked out of his office, the girl that was in French, said to Benjamin why are you hanging around with her, I mean look at her, she's a freak always wearing black & her stupid lip piercing its disgusting.
As she finished I ran to the bathroom stalls with tears rolling down my cheeks I can hear everyone laughing, the only thing I didn't hear was Benjamin yelling at her, which I knew he was.
(Benjamin's P.O.V)
Amber, why do you always have to criticize?
She's not that bad.
Amber; ha Benjamin I mean come on, I'm the popular girl, I'm the most pretty girl here, & I'm your girlfriend so do what I say.
No amber!
Amber; excuse me? Ha did I just here you say no?
Yes you did! I ain't your boyfriend anymore I can't deal with someone as snobby as you, it's better if we don't talk anymore.
I walked away in anger, all I could think about was Tiffaney, I don't know why tho, her laugh & eyes were amazing.
But, she would never fall for a guy like me, she probably thinks I'm one of those jocks who use girls, well I'm not. I only dated amber because, I don't actually know.
I called up my buddy, josh.
Josh; hello?
Hey josh it's Benjamin, I was wondering if you would like to chill later on today?
Josh; can't man I'm going on a date with amber, maybe tomorrow.
Oh, well bye.
Josh; bye.
That bitch! Is all I could say, first she hurts a wonderful, beautiful, girl then dates my bestfriend after we broke up! I'm so mad. I might as well just go for a walk, I went for a walk to the park, it was a pretty quite walk, the suddenly I bumped into this familiar figure, Tiffaney? I whispered.
Tiffaney; yes?
Oh, you scared me, what are you doing around this time.
Tiffaney; just going for a stroll & you?
Same here, hey would you walk with me, I want to show you something.
Tiffaney; I don't know Benjamin.
Please, I'm sorry for amber, she's history.
Tiffaney; ugh, fine Benjamin.
Thank you, as we walked I took her to my favorite place where I go to think it was by a lake, there were trees covering it, I kinda fixed up the place, there was a camp site & chairs.
Do you like it?
Tiffaney; Benjamin it's beautiful.
Yeah, it's where I come to think. As she walked around the camp site, her smile made my day. But I dont know If I should let her know I like her.
( Tiffaneys P.O.V)
The place Benjamin has showed me was so amazing, it was beautiful. I wish he knew i liked him, but why would he like a girl like me I mean come on, I have an ugly lip piercing, well that's what amber says. Amber is just another snobby girl, like all the other girls i use to know, Benjamin is just so perfect, & when he stood up to amber like that for me, it honestly made me like him more than I did before. Well Benjamin?
Benjamin; yes Tiffaney?
do you want to hang out tomorrow?
Benjamin; are you serious?
yea I kinda am, I want to get to know you.
Benjamin; awe Tiffaney, well may I see your phone first?
why?
Benjamin; just please let me see.
uggh fine.
as I passed him my phone he unlocked it & went to my text messages.
Benjamin! what are you doing?
Benjamin; chill Tiffaney, I put me in your contacts. text me tomorrow.
oh alright Benjamin.
as I looked through my phone, I looked at his contact, his name is BenjaminIsAdorable(;.
*buzzing*
BenjaminIsAdorable(;/
; hey Tiffaney what are you up too? xx
;Nothing really Benjamin just watching some tv & about to head to bed.
; well about tomorrow I was wondering, what do you think about the beach?
; uhhh the beach? I'm sorry Benjamin I can't go, well talk to you tomorrow. goodnight.
; Tiffaney, are you alright? :p but it's alright with me, well text me when you wake up so we can make plans. Goodnight :) xx
as I read the text tears started to roll down my cheeks, Im so ashamed, only if he knew but if we do go I can't wear a bathing suit because of all my scars.
