Has there ever been a point in your life where you can't sleep. Like I'm no saying for one night, but for weeks on end? You can't sleep because all you're doing is thinking. I haven't slept in two weeks. I get 4 hours a sleep at the most. All I do is think. Think about you. About what we could be. Sadly I know nothing could ever happen between us. I just wish I could tell you to see how you react. But I'm to afraid. Because, I see the way you look at her. The way your eyes light up when you're talking about her. I understand too. She's gorgeous. Nothing I could ever be. It was strange, the first time I met you I never thought it would end up this way, but one day it just hit me, you're perfect. I want so bad to tell you how I feel. But I'm scared you wouldn't talk to me ever again.
The way I see you look at her, is the way I wish you looked at me. I don't lose sleep because I'm sad either, I lose it because of how happy you make me. He makes me feel so beautiful and so happy without even realizing it. I've never lost sleep over a boy before. I wish I could put how I feel about him into words. But I can't. All I can say Is that he makes me happy. And if I ever got the chance to tell him how I felt, I would. I would take that chance in a heartbeat. He's all I think about. The sound of his name makes my heart jump, his touch makes me weak, his smile makes me melt. I never thought it would be him. He's beautiful, you wouldn't think of a boy to be beautiful either, but he is. This boy... He is truly beautiful
