Suna Rintarou last goodbye

part 1: the feelings

I can't help but wonder if life is meant for those who act can feel more than sadness? Are emotions even supposed to be? Were we all just acting so we all can fit in with those who are up big, or did people just not want to be left out with that one person? We will never know, all the questions, and not all of them can be answered we can always ask yet there can always be more then one answer so it's all in your opinion on how you view things in life but we will see how far it can go, Hi my name is Suna Rintarou and I am a middle blocker in High school just here ready to exist but then I met them, both they seemed cool cause they were twins but I barely understood the way they acted but I wanted to become friends with them but they seemed to almost always fight each other but that made me want to be more of their friends cause I always wanted to film a fight but then I asked my mom to get me a phone and what she said "No Rin you can't not yet just wait till you are a little older ok sweetie?" So I waited till middle school but I got to know this boy named Osamu Miya and his Brother Atsumy Miya but me and Atsumu don't get along so well as me and Osamu cause Tsumu made a friend who is a germ phobic and doesn't like human contact I mean I understand him a little, just the touch of another other the those two just feels weird- but the one thing I never told Osamu and Atsumu is that I actually like all Genders... but idk how they'd react cause of my last friend group made fun of me when I said I had a crush on a girl and a boy but that was whatever I stopped talking to people but then the twins broke the wall at first sight cause I felt something from Osamu... probably I liked him more than a friend? Or was it that he had those eyes and his looks even though they were identical Twins I was always able to tell them apart and they always liked that me and Kiyomi were able to do that between them and us I feel like I can always just exist and they'd understand how I felt then and there maybe that is why I liked to hangout with the twins cause I never had to explain how I felt cause they already knew from the "vibe" I gave off to them.

Sometimes I wondered if Osamu would like me more than a friend? But then again he wouldn't like me cause other people didn't and I'd get rejected fast and ruin mine and Osamu's friendship so I don't want to ruin what me and Osamu have just for feelings that might not even be real- but then again never know till I ask I could just get my hope's up and see if he likes me more then a friend but then again I'd be ruining a friendship over my feelings, what if I just not tell them- unless they already know- wait no their both really dense in those type of feelings cause Sakusa likes Atsumu more then a friend but doesn't notice but I can cause Sakusa gets so red after Atsumu leaves but then gets jealous of any other people who get close to Tsumu well besides one person but that is probably cause he's inlove with atsumu is his setter.

As suna was waiting, he was listening to music: "Strawberries and cigarettes."
Osamu was alittle behide him wanting to scare Suna as he never acted around other he felt comfortable around Suna so he let suna see him act differently as known Suna felt Osamu so he turned around seeing Osamu trying to be quiet due to that he fell over and Suna ran up to him.

"Omg Samu pffft are you ok? Ahaha, that was hilarious, I'm sorry here, " I let out my hand so he can get up,

"Wow, Rin, how did you know I was behind you?" As he took my hand, it looked like we were kissing Atsumu, so he kept calling us "lovebirds, " which we tried to tell him we didn't do anything, but he never believed us.

Kita even told us what Atsumu was doing , so Osamu went to go find him and try to talk it out, but what he actually said was

O: "Piss-head, please, not now, I haven't even told Suna that I liked them. He's might get the hint if you keep this up."

A: "Fine, whatever ya say, just know I won't stop calling you two lovebirds. And stop calling me piss-head. "

O: "Sorry Tsumu, it just fits you, yknow?"

And with that, Osamu came back over to me, and we went to hang out like normal.