She helped me,
she was there to stop the fits.
She calmed me down.
She made the people hurting me
insignificant.
She helped me get better.
She was and is my
best friend.
What do I do when she became one?
One person causing the fits,
one who was upsetting me.
One of the people hurting me.
What do I do then?
She knew she was upsetting me.
What can I do,
when the one I needed most,
because the one I hated most.
It hurts the most because,
she knew.
Knew that I wasn't stable.
Knew I couldn't take anymore.
She became one of the reasons for my scars.
