deep inside me
theres such a sharp pain
i don't know how
I don't know when
but its running through my vein
it burns like fire
it stings like ice
and it wont ever change
this forbidden pan
it bleeds my unspoken truths
as red as the lies i speak
i would hide the scars of my past
but they remind me im the only one
only one allowed to make me feel weak
everyons busy playing but i dont know this sick twisted game
im too busy drowning in my own forbidden pain
i hide and i run
i roll with the rest
but my soul is dead inside
in its underground nest
its dark and its hollow
why cant you follow
now its faded away
dead from its own sorrow
this forbidden pain
once buried in my lies
now shining brighter with my truths
i would cry an scream
but thats no longer me
because theres no going and hitting rewind
because this forbidden pain
is forever mine
no longer any pain.
