Stitches in a Thread| shawn mendes #wattys2017

One

-Shawn-

I don't know why but lately I've been thinking about something my mum would always say but I never really understood it

"Shawn?"
Dylan asked looking up from his phone

I Breathed in

"Ready to head back?"

I nodded it's been awhile since I've been home an I'm glad I'm going back for a while ..

I left around three years ago...
That sounds bad real bad.. I mean 3 years without seeing my family or friends I'm mean skype but that isn't the same....

Most people don't know how hard it was for me to leave I had to change my number I lost all my contacts except the ones I knew off by heart ...

I left my best friend all alone when a day before I promised her she'd never feel alone

The worst part is she probably won't even know my name and it's been killing me all these days. 
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-Olivia-

I sat alone in the cabin my family loved
all alone the two words haunted my head

My best friend promised me I'd never be alone ... then he left ... Promised eh?

I know it wAs a once in a life time thing
But he didn't say goodbye .
Now he's the life of the party .

The worst thing is whenever he returns he won't even know my name and that's what kills me everyday since he left .

*creak*

I Jumped up from walking around the basement and slowly walked upstairs grabbing a shovel .

I turned around the corner sighing in relief

"Omg Nina" I sighed placing the bat down .

Nina is a close family friend who's about 86 but stubborn  as heck

"Please sit down " I said walking us over to the couch

"How'd you get here it's raining out " i exclaimed

"I simply walked dear " she said in her thick British accent

I nodded "are you hungry ?" I asked

"No but I would like to take a nap " I nodded
If I was 86 and walked through the woods damn I'd sleep for days

"Second room on the right " I directed she nodded getting up an heading upstairs

I have no idea why but for a long time I went outside and Just sat on the picnic table  and let the rain hit me

My head wonders free out here ...

Everything has memory's around here I really wish they were reality .

I always spend my summers in the cabin alone .... my family doesn't care so yeah ... It's become a hobby

I'm afraid they never did , Nina comes in once in awhile to check n me.

She isn't my blood and still has the decently to come check on me .

I sighed covering my face with my hands then moving them to my ears  getting up and walking around the cabin entering the back way ..

I took my soaked jacket and hung it up heading to my room  I entered

And plopped down

"I feel empty inside " I said

"Everything has crumble and shawns  not here"

I grab my phone an clicked notes typing away

It was dark outside and moon was hiding deep inside what happens to the stars when they alined .....
You left when I already felt alone so now what do I feel a broken heart broken by a lovely soul
For all I know you were running away

You were the best of me so when you left  hurrt me

Why won't you see or hear how bad I need you come back to mee.

I shut my phone.

My eyes closing

"Why didn't he say goodbye?"