Catching up

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I dragged in Tuesday morning, weary from the all-night birthing session. I threw my purse down and grabbed my phone to immediately get into bed, even tho my scrubs were in battle-scarred condition. I peeled them off, down to my underwear, and threw back the duvet. I just wanted to sleep. Just as I plugged my phone into the charger, a text alert buzzed on my phone.

"I have some free time tomorrow, wanna meet for lunch?"

I immediately knew this couldn't be Lin.

Reece. He was clearly ready to catch up as soon as the opportunity presented itself.

"Yeah, that sounds good. I'm teaching a class in the morning around 11 and then I'm free." I said, not even contemplating what else might happen between now and then.

"I heard about this artsy restaurant on top of MoMa? Robert, I think? Could we like, go there maybe?"

He still texted like an 18-year-old, I noticed.

"Absolutely."

And with that, the time I should have been sleeping was preempted by the decision on what I should wear to a lunch date. A date, but not a "date" date. A friendly meeting. Between cohorts. Between two people who shared a completly platonic interest in one another. Because all of my lustful thoughts were directed at Lin, even tho it was wrong on so many levels.

If I could just keep telling myself these lies, I might just believe them.

Way down we go by Kaleo

By Wednesday night, we'd found ourselves ordering drinks in a private room at Flashdancers NYC, a strip club. I knew I'd wanted to visit there, but was far too embarrassed to go by myself. However, after I had downed one too many mimosas at our late lunch date I'd suddenly summoned the courage to head that way.

"I really didn't see this coming," he said, his cheeks rosy as we ordered bottle service

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"I really didn't see this coming," he said, his cheeks rosy as we ordered bottle service.

"To be completely honest with you, I didn't either." I said, only slightly buzzed now.

I reached into my purse for my credit card and there I saw it-a card labeled Agent Provacateur with Magda's contact info written on the back, followed by the words Flashdance NYC. I was here to see her, and Reece was my unknowing accomplice. I'd always been fascinated with exotic dancers, ever since I'd had several of them as clients in New Orleans. I longed to know what it was like to be desired by so many, even if for a fleeting moment. The rush of adrenaline from being here in this space, knowing I could see first hand how my new friend captivated an audience was ever present. I texted her to let her know we were waiting in a private room for her.

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