Not my fault [Villain deku]

Chapter 1

⚠️TW⚠️

-Suicide
-Murder

Izuku P.O.V (there will be more p.o.v s later on in the story)

It was Friday and i wasn't really paying attention to class. What was it again.. History? I didn't really care anyway.

*DING DING*

Well, the bell just rang and i'm still seated in my last class for the day not having any motivation to get up until, POW! I was flown up against the wall with a BANG.

By now i was used to this, my expression didn't change as i was brought up by the neck with a sizzle. Kacchan bullies and abuses me until i'm unable to move each and every day just because i was weak and quirkless and gay.

"WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT FUCKING NERD!" Kacchan yells with a sour expression on his face.

"nothing..." i mutter under my breath.

"SPEAK UP SHIT NERD" Kacchan says while slapping and burning me, he turns back to his friends who are constantly watching and laughing.

Occasionally they would throw and chair or two at me.

After about half an hour of this they finally left to go home. I was still lying on the floor, this time i couldn't move because of physical pain.

I managed to stumble up and grab my stuff, as i was making my way to the door to outside. I swear i could hear faint chuckling behind me, as i turned around i could no longer hear it.

'must be in my head' i thought as i struggled to open the door considering that i was just beaten up and still weak from it.

On the way home a few kids looked at me, i mean like who wouldn't look at someone who had cuts, burns and blood on their face and was wearing burnt and ripped clothes.

I only ever wore long sleeved shirts and jumpers with long pants, but i don't talk about that. Once i got home i could hear crying from the living room i take my shoes off and walk in.

It was.. mom?

She was looking at photos of me when i was a kid. I didn't hesitate to grab them and stuff them in my bag to later rip up.

"Izuku?" Mom said with puffy eyes and messy hair.

"piss off" i said with an attitude.

"get your own photos" i murmured with a blank expression.

After i found out my mother lies to me every day i didn't take it well and i no longer treat her with much respect.

Of course she started balling her eyes out again, i just walked up the the stairs to my room pretending not to notice.

Once i was in i locked my door and dropped my stuff on the floor and threw myself on the bed.

I looked at my nightstand and opened it to see my knife. This was what i liked to do in my spare time. I immediately pulled up jumper and sleeves up to reveal my other cuts, these ones weren't from Kacchan though.

Without looking i stared cutting shamelessly, once i stopped and opened to eyes i held my arm above my head. Blood dripping from the new cuts i made.

"shit" i said knowing i have to wash off now.

I walk to the bathroom and wash the blood off, my wrist and arm starts to sting but i ignore it.

I bandage it up until it stops bleeding.

I grab my phone that read 6:13pm as the time.

I stumbled down the stairs to find my dinner on a plate and a note i picked it up and read it: "hey Izuku, i am staying at Mitsuku's house (Bakugo's mom) we needed to... well talk. Have a nice night" i clicked my tongue and threw my dinner in the bin, i don't eat very much.

I throw some normal clothes on and walk to the door putting my shoes on and opening the door, the cool breeze against my hair and face felt nice.

I walk down the street to find a cat? it was black with a few speckles of.... blood on it.

I picked it up and moved into an alleyway the cat was hurt, blood spilling out of it.

"they always say black cats are bad luck.. Tsk"

"The very least i could do was put it out of its misery" i said to my self pulling my knife out of my pocket and beginning to stab the cat purposely missing the cats vital spots whilst listening to it meow in pain i start cutting it while laughing to myself, as this goes on my laugh becomes louder and louder until..

"puss puss!! come out Midnight" a small woman says at the end of the alleyway.

I look up to see she is looking at me, she seemed rather frightened (well of of course she would be.. i'm murdering her cat). Her vibe was intense but she seemed so scared as she shifted closer stopping a few inches away from me.

"m-midnight? is tha- that you" was everything she managed to piece together

"hello~" i say wiping the blood off my face and start scratching the back of my head making some of my hair bloody.

"AHHHHH" she screams whilst running away

I giggle under my breath and throw the cat off me. I start to half skip out but stop and freeze when i see... Kacchan.

I was still covered in the cats blood as he looks me up and down with this eyes widening and his pupils begin to shrivel into a small oval.

I try and step back but get distracted as i hear "HAHAHHAHA NOW YOUR IN FOR IT TOU FUCKING QUIRKLESS NERD" i slowly come to realise that it is indeed Kacchan saying that.

I get puncher harder then i have ever been before and an explosion was put in front of my face as i was blown back into a brick wall causing me to cough up blood.

He continues to punch me so many times.

I get burnt.

Cuts everywhere.

Suddenly i start to pass out the last thing i see is my own blood everywhere.

As i wake up i start to shiver i lift my head that was thudding with pain to see im outside where i was beaten up, it seemed like the middle of the night.

I was unable to get up, slowly i started to drift back off.

In the morning i was still in so much pain but i was able to get up and walk down the alleyway that my bag was flown in, i grab my phone and check the time: 1:47pm was on my screen.

It smelt so foul back there from the cat corpse.

I didn't realise it was so late when i turned around to start walking home kids were surrounding me whispering to their friends. I tried to ignore it knowing it will be a long walk home.

Once i got there i saw my moms shoes. I sigh and take off my own.

"MOM! im home" i yell

No reply

"MOM!" i yell louder

Still no reply

'how strange' i think as i walk up the stairs to wash the blood off but as i walk in i see.... blood dripping down from someones wrists it was m-mom.

(HEYYY i'm sorry if you don't like this story, it's my first time writing one :P sorry for the cliffhanger
but I'm working on the next chapter!! enjoy ~<3 )
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