In A World Filled With Deceit, Uncertainty,and Plain Ignorance
I Wonder Why Is It So Hard To Be Myself
Why Must I try To Impress Everyone I Meet Even If It Is By Accident
Why Do I Cry myself To Sleep At Night
Why Do I Think That There Is No Happy Ending For Me
Why Do I Worry So much Of What People Think Of Me
Why Do Act as Though I'm Confident And Proud But Go Home and Point Out Every Flaw I have
Why Is It So Hard For Me To Accept A Compliment And So Hard to Accept Who I am
Why Do I Let People Walk All Over Me
Do i act As Though I don't Care To The People That I should Trust The People That Care About Me The Most
Why Do I Let The People I Know Will Hurt Into My life Willing And With Open Arms
Why Why Why???? I ask These Questions Everyday And Never Come Up With An Answer I Stay Wondering
But I never Stop I Still Let It all Happen
I still Put Myself Down
I Still Act Different Around Certain People
Not Because I don't Want To Change
But Because It Would be Way More Stressful To just Change Everything About My Self And Fall Out Of Routine Then To Just Carry On And Stay The Same
But I Can't Not Change I can't Keep Living This Way So I Ask
Why Not Just Be Myself and Stop Living Up To Everyone Else's Standards And Start Living Up To My Own
Why Not Make It My Time To Shine?! :)
******* A/N Enjoy I Just Made this Up It Really Does Kinda Resemble What I Go Through On A Daily Basis And I Want Everyone To Know That If You Ever Need Someone to Talk To I will Always Be There No Matter Who You Are :) <3 By Now Duckies
