Meant To Be and omeeka story

the end of of us

Nicki pov

Sitting here thinking to myself how we get here and how we let are love die. 12 years being with someone and to just walk away is one of the hardest and scariest things I ever how to do. Can't believe this is the end but I can't stay when I'm not happy when the person that suppose to make loving them easy is the one slowly killing you.

That's how I felt all year the love sb and I once had is gone and with him gone and putting out this New album it all feels like I'm not myself like I'm and the album is missing something. Sitting in the studio trying to figure out what is need then it would be done. Checking email I got on from meek it was about 5 songs I knew he wanted to be on the album but after he got lock up I didn't think it was possible to get it done but leave it up to meek to make shit happen. After listening to all of them I only want to use two of them sent an email back telling them the to I was using and asks was it any way to talk to him if it was tell him to call me. After I sent it I started working on the first on Big Daddy just hearing his voice made feel like me again I missed him so sad that he was locked up can't wait till he comes home the rap game and even more I missed him. He has been my rock thou it all when I was sad he was the one that  did everything in his power to get me to smile and laugh again when I needed someone to rant to he would stop what he was doing and listen to me. Throughout us grown a friendship, I think I so how fell in love with Rahmeek .....