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"Sometimes just love isn't enough"
Every of us have that one moment in our life that we always relive,word by word.As if it was happening for the first time.If you don't have that moment, perhaps life hasn't hit you hard yet.
When i woke up inside the huge elegant room,i expect to hear a husky voice calling my name softly as his beautiful lips leaves a peck in every part of my face.But i don't,i can only hear my little sobs and the hard beat of my broken heart.
I always say to myself that i don't have the right to get hurt it was me afterall who put our relationship into this kind of situation.I don't even know when was the last time we talk to each other nor the last time we saw each other,but whenever i look at the balcony of our room i can see a visual segments of him begging me to fix our relationship.
I can hear his shaking voice—his crying voice ringing in my ears whenever i think about him and i will just found my self drown in regrets and pain once again.
God knows how many times i wish to turn back the time and fix everything, before i never knew how much he mean to me but when i lose him i feel like i had also lose my value in life,i feel nothing that no one will ever understand how it hurts.
I look around the room once again before deciding to get up,i lead my self to the bathroom before stopping in front of the mirror.I look horrible,my eyes is swollen because of crying too much my eyebags is also very visible a proof how i've been lacking of sleeps for the past months.
I want to pity my pitiful self but all i can feel is anger i feel like i deserve so much worse than this but i don't want him to feel like i am guilt tripping him.
I opened my phone and welcomed with his inbox.
'Mom wants us to visit tell me when you have free time so i can arrange it'
It was sent three days ago,but there's no any response from him not even a single read.I let out a heavy sigh before bringing myself to take a cold shower.
It wasn't long after i finish showering,i went down to the kitchen to cook myself some food but ended up day dreaming about our past memories inside this kitchen.
Before i will usually woke up with the delicious smell coming from this kitchen then i will find him looking so handsome in his apron without any shirt beneath exposing his muscular body.
He would shower me with hugs and kisses first before letting me eat breakfast as he starts to annoys me early in the morning,he said that his annoying jokes and teasing is his another way of giving me energy for the long tiring day i am going face.
I munch the food slowly looking the chair beside me,i am not crying or anything but deep inside my heart i feel like it's being squeezed because of pain.Pain of missing him.
My whole system went crazy when i heard a familiar sound of a car,i don't know if i am still day dreaming or not.
My heart almost jump out when i realized it was the latter.His heavy footsteps coming from the front door made me froze on my spot.
My mind seems to stop processing,its been months since we last saw each other to be honest i don't know how to act in front of him.
I let out a heavy sigh before returning my attention to my food i tried to act normal as possible even though my hands is shaking a little.
