Bruised & Scarred

Ch 01

Dakota's POV

I'm Dakota Johnson at age of 18 got married to a man named Jamie Dornan, still a virgin and drunkly in love with Dornan. But he doesn't love me back all he do is drink and bang other girls at our house and torture me, but still i love him.

I am not seeing other guy just Jamie, i am not allowed to rebuked him of we are going to talk we will just have a small conversation about school were both in the same university. The alarm finally ring and i turn it off, I go to the kitchen to make some pancakes and some bacons after cooking i eat some cereal and drink some medicine, and finally into bathe then go to school.

As i got into school i go to my friends same conversation "I really love Jamie" i told them they tapped my back "But he loves Amelia" i told them then tears finally flow over my face.

"It takes time" Kris said and hug her so tight. The class finally started some of my classmates are already sleeping, hours have been passed the class is finally over. "Lets go clubbing" Kristen told me and i smiled "Bright idea" Kris told her and the three of us squeal we all go home.

I will wear some of my dress and bought some jacket "Wear are you going missy?" Jamie asked my heart raced into a bit "Club with Kris and Kristen" i told him and he just nods. I finally go out and meet my friends at the club.

"This is so awesome!" I told them and had a shot of tequila, the three of us go to the dance floor we party hard and this is the first time that we will do this i can see a lot of smiles with my friends somebody grabs my waist while i am dancing and its Jamie "What the fuck" i told him and step back "Thats what you want right?" He told me and i walked away.

I get some more of tequila "Hey easy" Kris told me and i just nod then go back at the dance floor then dance hard. The music gone wilder and we dance hard so i can party hard i noticed that someone is looking at me but i ignore them Kristen is already gone she's with some guy already kissing also Kris and i am alone.

I go out at the club and texted them that i am out. I saw Jamie necking on with someone oh it hurts how i wish that i am that girl.

"Laters" he said and goes to me "lets go home" he told me but i just ignored him as we get on the club i am not talking i am just playing with my phone and smiling because i am winning already. Jamie is looking at me "Your pretty when you smile" he told me, I just rolled my eyes over him.

"I am not lying" He said.

"Okay" i said shortly. As we get home i put myself into bed why does he have to be like this? He just throw me yesterday and then his going to tell me like that shit. I hate that i love him.

Damn you Dornan why can't you see me as the way you see Amelia. I sighed and my eyes are slowly closing.