I walk to school with the familiar loneliness surrounding me. Jungkooks absence has taken it's toll on me and I feel myself missing him again. If he was here, what would we talk about? If I had waited for him after school on valentines day, what would things be like? If I hadn't kissed Hoseok in front of him, would we still be friends? I stop walking and put my head in my hands. Suddenly, I hear a voice behind me. A voice I've wanted to hear for so long."Jungkook" I smile but my smile quickly vanishes when I see who he's walking with. Lola. He was showing me he had replaced me, that I was replacable, that I was nothing special. It made my knees feel weak and heart sting. My friend was showing me we were not friends anymore.
"Excuse me." He smiled an evil sort of smile. This was his form of revenge and it was working. I stepped aside and let them pass with no question. He has chose that we can't be friends and I've chose that I respect his descion. After all, how can we both keep up the facade that we are both fine with each other after what happened. Some friendships however powerful can not survive a heartbreak. While they were walking ahead of me, they stopped. Confused, I kept on walking. Just as I was about to pass, Jungkook leaned in and kissed Lola. My heart didn't feel heavy and my gut wasn't aching with jealously. I was just sad that he had replaced me and that our friendship was over. It was good while it lasted.
Once I got to school, Taehyung came up to me.
"Laila, there's something I want you to know" he stated this confidently and strongly. I had never seen him so certain about something in my entire time knowing him. I waited for him to continue speaking. "Jin and Hoseok have kissed"
I laughed. Hard. "Funny joke but it's not April fools day"
"I'm being serious Laila." There was no sign of humor on his face. "Jin told Namjoon on valentines day after they slept together because he felt guilty."
"You know about Jin and Namjoon?" I asked, trying to fade out the other part of what he just said.
"Jin told me because he was worried about Namjoon" Taehyung said nervously
"I've got to find Namjoon" I started heading towards his form class when Taehyung grabbed my arm.
"That's not all of the story, Laila, trust me this is a huge mess" He dragged me to this wall and then as if by magic pulled the wall back like it was a door.
"Woah, what just happened?" I exclaimed.
"Quick, just get in" Taehyung shoved me in the cupboard like space behind the wall. It was actually quite spacious and would be perfect for skipping class. How there's a place like this, I do not know.
"Okay, first of all explain this place" I asked, annoyed at having to skip class when studying for big exams for next term was just at its peak.
"Basically,I have a brother who was a senior here when he noticed there were screws in the wall."
This story was pretty weird and unbelievable but I let him continue anyway. "For fun, he unscrewed them and this whole wall became unsteady""When he saw he had actually managed to lift the whole wall up with the help of his friends they went inside and to their amazment found this space"
"Very believable" I sarcastically clapped at his amazing and totally believable story.
"Well, we're here aren't we?" he then added "Anyway, we're not here to talk about the wall"
"Then what more of the story do you want to tell me?" I asked, mentally blocking out anything to do with Hoseok.
"Jin and Hoseok don't end at just a kiss" I can't believe what Taehyung is saying or even implying. He's really gone crazy today. I was just about to stop him from speaking when something far worse came out his mouth and this time I really couldn't ignore it. "I really didn't want to hurt you but I can't keep quiet anymore" he then proceeded with words that make me question my existence, my everything "Hoseok has been using you to make Jin jealous and everyone knows it except you"
I leaned on the wall. Why did I believe what Taehyung was saying? Well, like I said, Taehyung is an open book. He can't lie.
Everything he was saying made sense now. Namjoon being my best friend was ignoring everyone because he wanted to avoid the situation. Maybe he wasn't talking to anyone to see if Hoseok would stop with his games. Taehyung and Suga have been looking miserable because they know the truth and it's so hard to watch someone make a fool of themselves when you know you can stop them. And Hoseok---I clutched my heart. It hurt so bad.
I found it hard to fully give my heart to people but I did with Hoseok. I thought he was the one for me. How could he kiss me so many times and feel no remorse? The cheerful Hoseok was just an act, at least with me. He had never liked me, he was just playing games with people telling them different stories, lying to Namjoon, lying to me. Maybe he thought of me as a friend but friends don't do this to other friends.
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Bts Dating Game- School edition
Romanceidek at this point lol Plz be kind I was 13 lmaooooo