The Game of Love

Don't Hate the Player Hate the Game

It's not like every heart I broke was on purpose. I'm an experimentor, an over thinker and a worrier. It's a lonely world out there, and my heart was just screaming out for a mate. I's not as easy as it looks. Finding the one. I'm titled as a cheater or a player, when in my point of view i=I'm on a never ending search. I want to experience every kind of love there is, feel the embrace of every soul. Until one is meant for me. But maybe they don't see it like I do. They know what they want, unlike me. so why can't I be like the others? Know the right one when I see him. Easily give a list of descriptions of my dream guy. I know that no love is the same. There's passionate love, highschool love, forced love, fake, long term, long distanced, rushed, pressured, dared, friendship love, unique, and enchanting ove. But I've learned over the years that you can't exerience all kinds from one soul. Everyone loves differently, and I guess I just wanted to see all kinds. So go ahead, label me as a cheater or player, I don't mind. I just want to love and be loved to the fullest. It's not my fault you don't understand, I'll be happy to explain though. But I'll let you know. When I love, it's passionate love. My world will revolve around him, but sometimes, the world will slow. 

        So I'm an explorer, searching the world for the most magnificent forms of love. And eventually I'll find what I'm looking for. Just not today. I'm not going to fight you to get you to change your thoughts on me. Because first you have to see through my eyes. I don't tell one taht I'm going to see another. Sure, I should give him his dignity by doing so, or letting him go. But he's just too good to fully let go. It's like when you go to the store and you find two different candies that you're dying to have, but your mother only allows you to get one. You're torn between a choice, you have to choose one or the other. But then, she sees how dearly you want those candies, so she agrees to let you get both. You're of course not going to put one of them back still. You need both. Because without one, you're going to miss something.