Good intentions

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Ring Ring Ring

I lazily open my eyes when I heard my alarm clock. I starred the ceiling for too long before I got up. My feet brought me at the windows to see the beautiful sunrise. For a long time, this was my scenario every morning. Waking up, watching the sunrise  going to class, work and nothing more. I do have friends, but my loneliness cannot cater their goodness. I am 25 years old yet nothing good happened to my life.

10 years ago when my parents died due to car accident. I was with them that time. We are happy before that tragedy happens when acareless driver hit our car. I was saved, but my parents did not. The driver went away without helping us. They said I'm blessed because I am alive.Yes, I am but my soul did not. I lost everything, even my self. Till' now that fucking driver didn't showed up to apologize to me and to my parents.

I closed the window and grab my robe and towel. I went inside the bathroom to do my morning routine. After that, i picked my favorite clothes to wear. Jeans and white nike shirt, I also grab my cargo jacket and bucket hat. I went to my shoe racks and grab my white nike sneakers. I looked at the mirror, Perfect yet something's missing. My smile. I sighed.

My parents used to have a company, a big company. But when they died my other relatives claimed through saying shits and it makes me scared. I signed without knowing what's inside of it not knowingly that I signed that fucking papers just to give them the authority to have it. I was dumb. But i will claimed it again.

I make myself lived. After my school I got jobs to do. I worked at cafeteria in night (weekdays) then as a painter at the park in weekends. I love to draw and also dancing but I studied business ad at one of the Popular School in Seoul.

I watched the time and it was 6:48 am. My class starts at 8 so i will just walk. I put my headphones to listen some music. Smelling the fresh air makes my body relax. I felt my phone buzzed so I looked at it.

Chipmunk calling...

She's one of my best friends.

"Good morning lisayah" I put away my phone to my ears because she's too loud

"Morning" I shortly replied.

"Where are you?"

"Street. Walking"

"Oh, well I'll just gonna wait you at school then."

"Okay"

"Okay take care lisayah. See you"

Ended Call

Jisoo and rosie stayed at my side when that tragedy happened. They never left me. I reached the university and some of the students are chitchatting about useless things like how they partied last night and more. I shaked my head. I continued walking until I reach our classroom. After entering the room i put a small smile to my face and looked at the direction of jisoo and rosie whose waving their hands at me. I reached their side and welcomed me with a tight hug.

"How's your summer lis?" Jisoo seperated from our hug.

"Good" i said as I tap the back of rosie.

She broke the hug and smiled at me.

"Did you tired yourself lisayah?" Rosie hold both of my shoulder

With a look, i know that they're both concerned to me. So i smiled timidly.

"I told you both I'm fine" i assured.

"I know you didn't eat breakfast lis, which is very usual to us. So i bought sandwiches" rosie showed me the sandwich she bought.

"I told you not to do it rosie, I can handle my self" I grab the sandwich and slump my body to the chair

"Hard headed as ever" jisoo smack me 

"Aww" i pouted

"Stop pouting you look like a duck. Eat that before the prof might come in" I open the sandwich and started eating it.

Minutes passed  the professor came. We're all settled at our chairs and started the lectures.