you can do it
you just have to walk your ass there and do it
okay.... I can do it
I may look like a fool to those who notice me , and its embarrassing shit!
I've been staring in front of me for the last 2 minutes telling myself I can do it
but I feel like when I make a step forward , the ground would shake and crack open
too much of reading comics
or that when Im already Infront of the woman over there, I would lose my tongue or worse stutter
I closed my eyes and heave a deep breath
I can do this !
I was ready to step forward but when I open my eyes and look infront
"I cant fucking do it"I said only to receive a slap on the arm and giggles
"yes you can , you're just gonna order us foods lisa"Jennie unnie was still giggling beside me
yes , you read it right , Im just gonna order but damn I felt like The whole world is looking at me and I fear that I wont have enough cash to pay the bills although I can tell Im rich
"but ... arghhh stupid fears "