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i love you more

(y)ou cannot grasp your importance in my life; you (a)re the rays of sunlight that shine through the thick glass windows and create patterns on my bare legs, dancing through my fingers and catching dust in the way that only (s)pecial rays of light can. you are the fire crackling against the velvet-black sky, tossing embers to the ground and casting shadows upon (m)y face: i stay in these shadows, pressing your words to my cheek and savouring the sound of your laughter, hiding the thought of you deep in my heart and locking my ribcage so as not to let anyone take you. i love you, i love you, i love you: i love you so much it cannot be put into words, it must be carved into my soul and kept in my ve(i)ns so that every heartbeat is for you, but i try to fathom these feelings into words anyway and i can only hope that you understa(n)d.