in love with my best friend

Willows Concert

Well the concert had to be moved to next month because of covid and the only time they could plan for Willow to get out of the house is next month on Saturday.

But downstairs Paige starts crying a little bit and Ronnie hugs her and she hugs back. Willow comes downstairs and she hides so they can't see her and she's listening.

Ronnie: Hey it's okay, what's wrong
Paige: I'm a bad mother
Ronnie: No your not
Paige: My 8 year old has a gun and tried to kill herself. She has to take medication she's always sad she's on house arrest. Ronnie if I was there for her t-this would never have happened

Ronnie: hey no no. First the doctor said that she had all that stuff since she was born and I made you leave so it's not your fault. So stop blaming yourself for stuff you didn't do or cause. Baby your a great mother and great person and a great friend and the best fucking girlfriend no matter who you end up with. I just want you to know my band, Willow, and me are here for you no matter what fucking happens. Because you fucking know I will beat someone's ass okay if they ever touched you. And Everytime I see you with Willow she fucking makes you smile don't you know how much that means to me. Your fucking accent is fucking beautiful and cute even when you don't think you so.

Paige: (smiles) I love you so much
Ronnie: I love you too

Ronnie kisses her and she kisses back. Willow is trying not to cry because she thinks it's her fault. Willow runs upstairs to her room and sits on her bed. She looks at her notebook and pen and picks it up and starts wrighting a song.

She finishes the song and Ronnie goes to her sitting next to her on her bed.

Ronnie: Whatcha doing
Willow: Finished wrighting a song
Ronnie: Can I see
Willow: Sure (gives it to him)
Ronnie: (starts reading it)

Lyrics:
Heaven only knows when I'm in hell
None of my friends can even tell
I wanna fucking die, but I never say it
Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit
I can't even cry, so I try to fake it
I hate it

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
You're as sick as all the secrets you keep
But the truth is, I don't wanna be me
I pray to God, let me die in my sleep

Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead
Living off the words I know you said
I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it
Maybe if I cry, I don't have to fakе it
I'm giving up my pain, so you can take it
I hate it

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
You're as sick as all the secrets you keep
But the truth is, I don't wanna be me
I pray to God, let me die in my sleep

I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
I pray to God, let me die in my sleep
You're as sick as all the secrets you keep
But the truth is, I don't wanna be me
I pray to God, let me die in my-

Ronnie tries not to cry.

Ronnie: babygirl you know you can tell me anything right
Willow: (tries not to cry) I heard the conversation you and mom had. It's my fault isn't it
Ronnie: no, no it's not your fault you didn't do anything wrong.
Willow: I wrote another song just turn the page
Ronnie: (turns the page and reads it)

Lyrics:
I wanna be alright
I wanna be okay
I'm sick of the nightmares
I'm sick of the bad days
I wanna be

Sedated, isolated
Lookin' in the mirror and I hate it
Depressed, I never say it
Find me face down on the pavement

Maybe it's all my fault
There's no one I can call for help
It's really gettin' worse than I thought
And I'm done
(No prescription makes me better)

I wanna be alright
I wanna be okay
I'm sick of the nightmares
I'm sick of the bad days
Lookin' for direction (Lookin' for direction)
I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way)
I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright)
I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay)
I wanna be

Lobotomized then forget this
Friday night, made a death wish
Saturday felt like shit
I do this to myself 'cause I'm anxious (Damn)
I saw a movie and I wished it was my life
And then I heard a song that I wish I wrote for you
Cigarettes rotting me on the inside
An X-Ray showin' I got more bad news (Fuck)

I wanna be alright
I wanna be okay
I'm sick of the nightmares
I'm sick of the bad days
Lookin' for direction (Lookin' for direction)
I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way)
I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright)
I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay)
I wanna be

I don't wanna feel like this anymore
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
I don't wanna feel like this

I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright)
I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay)
I'm sick of the nightmares (I'm sick of the nightmares)
I'm sick of the bad days (I'm sick of the bad days)
Lookin' for direction (Lookin' for direction)
I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way)
I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright)
I wanna be okay (I wanna be)
I wanna be

Ronnie: Willow I love it
Willow: Really
Ronnie: Yes. Can I take the first song real quick
Willow: Yeah sure

Takes the first song he read. Takes it downstairs and starts crying a little.

Paige: hey what's wrong

Gives page the song and she reads it. She tries not to cry.

Paige: Ronnie I can't
Ronnie: hey pagie calm down
Paige: Ronnie I'm scared
Ronnie: Hey everything's going to be fine. Okay I promise (kisses her)
Paige: (kisses back) (puts her head on his chest) I love you
Ronnie: I love you too princess

A month later Willow is aloud to go out. On Saturday then get ready for the concert and then get in the car. They get to the concert and enter the building. They finish the concert and go home.