Sunday , 26 September 2021 ; 1:10 PM
Yes, it's has been 3 years since I have a crush on you and I hate to admit that that I still love you. I don't even know why I can't stop loving you. Your silent kill me deep inside, your ignorance cut me like a sharp blade that won't heal and your whole existence seem like you're not even real. It hurts me so much, like so much that I can't even describe. Every time I'll cried when I'm thinking about it. In the shower, in my room, everywhere I go. I can't even get you out of my mind, I scream as hard as I could but it won't help me, it just suffocating me. I think it's time for me to stop. Stop loving you.
I know it hard to do so but I'll try for one last time. When it's finally time, I'm sure I'll be happy, no not happy but more blissful. I want to wake up in the morning without thinking about you and do my normal morning routine with a smile in my face.
I'm not wishing that I never met you but I wish that everything could go just like I want. Well I guess that it will never, never ever going to be happen not even in my book of life.
Thank you.
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A Journal But I'm Not Okay
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