Debris (a vicerylle story)

LIV. SACRIFICE

Cardiomyopathy is disease in which the heart muscle becomes weakened, stretched, or has another structural problem. It often occurs when the heart cannot pump or function well.

Most people with cardiomyopathy have heart failure.

Vice was scared. Sa tanang buhay nya ay ngayon pa lamang sya nakaramdam ng sobrang kaba at pag aalala kay K. He was scared because he didn't even know if he will ever still have a chance to be with her. Higit na ng matapos nyang kausapin ang doctor ni K at sinabi nitong matagal na palang may taning ang buhay ng mahal nya.

Kaya pala lahat ng iyon ginawa mo samin kasi ayaw mo kaming masaktan K..

Pero hindi ba mas masakit kapag iniwan mo kami ng tuluyan ?

Ayokong mawala ka samin at ayokong mawalan ng nanay si Clongclong..

Nasasaktan ako sa tuwing gabigabing katabi ko sya at ikaw lagi ang hinahanap ng anak natin

Vice nearly killed himself in frustration ,banging his head in the door of his room. Hindi nya alam kung ano ba ang dapat nyang gawin ngayon sa kalagayan ni Karylle. Halos mabaliw na sya kakaisip ng maaring magawa wag lamang mawala si K.

He went to grab his phone from the floor--he'd thrown it in frustration but it surprisingly hadn't died-- and he was about to call Vhong para kamustahin si Clarence na inahabilin nya muna sa kaibigan when his phone suddenly lit up with Ms.Z's name on the screen.

His heartbeat started to pick up as the worst case scenarios popped into his head, and his hands were shaking when he answered the call.

"Vice-- Si -- Si K -- Vice--" nanginginig na sabi ni Ms.Z sa kabilang linya.

"Bakit po?? Ano po ang nangyayari sa kanya??" he began to panic.

"Her vitals are down Vice...Please puntahan mo sya ngayon dito.." she said crying.

He dropped his phone and ran off to his car. Di nya alam kung nasa tamang pag iisip pa sya para magdrive pero kailangang kailangan na sya ni K.

He doesn't know if he will ever be forgiven.

She meant way too much to him and he doesn't want her to die. He would do everything for her. And his willing to sacrifice for her. He gladly would.

Not long after the rain began pouring down and he turned on the wiper on the windshield so that the could see clearer.

He heard his phone ringing and without checking the name of the caller he answered it.

"Vice nasaan ka na??" It was Anne.

"I'm on my way.."

"Mabuti naman .. Bilisan mo.. Kailangan ka ni K.." her voice slightly breathless.

"Im on my way to deliver .. "

"Deliver what?????!?" her voice was half yelling and half whispering.

"To deliver my.... my heart for her.."

"Vice wag kang magsalita ng ganyan.. " her voice was starting to breakdown that she already have an idea what he would do.

"Please tell her that I love her so much.... and to take care of my heart.. " He hung up.

He let go of the steering wheel and closed his eyes. He imagined K's face smiling and cuddling Clarence on her lap. He genuinely smiled and felt a tear fell from his left eye.

Everything went so fast after that.

He spread his arms. The windshield kept the tree limbs from hitting him.

The car kept hurtling farther down the incline. Sound and movement seemed to stop when the car went off the end of a small cliff.

Vice expected the jarring crash when the car hit the rocks below the hairpin curve in the highway.

He was immediately jolted into a state of semiconscious.

Lord .. Kayo na po ang bahala.. Mahal na mahal ko po si K..

At bigla syang nawalan ng malay as his head hit the steeringwheel.

There was a flurry of activity around the accident. Emergency vehicles began arriving.

"Mr.Viceral are you really sure that you're doing the right thing?"

"Giving my heart to K?" Vice asked. "Of course Doc , walang kwenta tong puso ko kung mawawala naman ang Buhay Ko. "

Vice eyes looked sad. "Look Mr.Viceral I know you don't want hear this pero hindi namin kayang basta basta lang kunin ang puso ng isang tao hangga't buhay pa ito..Ang maaring gawin nalang natin ngayon ay maghanap at maghintay ng donor ni Ms Tatlonghari." Doctor Delfin said.

Vice shooked his head and dropped his gaze.

"Maghintay Doc? Hindi ko kayang panooring mamatay na lang si K kakahintay ng donor. Kaya nga ako nag undergo ng test at scanning para matignan kung magkamatch kami!" he was now upset by what the doctor said.

"I know Mr. Viceral.. I don't want to upset you but eventhough ka match kayo ni Ms. Tatlonghari, the hospital will never conduct the surgery, its against the law ang pumatay at kahit saang hospital kang pumunta hindi pwede iyon.. Im really sorry .." Doctor Delfin explained. He tapped Vice's back and went off.

He closed his eyes. His forehead was sweaty and his lips were pale. He closed his fists and sighed deeply.

" What I want, I will work for, What I need, I will fight for, What I love, I will die for…"