AN: Hi readers. This is my second story hope u like it.. Pls read po and feel free to continue or leave. Remind ko lang po na I'm not really super duper good in english and using eche bureche. Expect badwords pero bawal gayahin. Expext typos. Expect the unexpected!!! Yan nalang para ndi na humaba. Abang abang kayo at marami pa akong ongoing stories na iuupload...
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Keola's Pov
I just woke up and i felt the same thing everytime i open my eyes, lifeless. Like the normal people offcourse i eat, go to school, and fuching sleep but the difference is that i dont feel like living anymore. I wish i could sleep and never wake up.
" Keola" diretso lang akong lumabas ng bahay na hindi pinansin ang pagtawag sakin ni Daddy. Hindi ko na maalala kung kelan yung huling pagtawag ko sa kanya ng daddy, he doesnt deserve to be a father. I hate him!
I wore my helmet and drive to school. I dont see the essence of me going to this fuching school when i dont really give a damn when i pass or fail.
I entered my room and sit at the back like i usually do. Boys are staring and the girls gossips about me like i care. I dont have friends and i dont plan to have one. Hindi ko kailangan ng mga taong sisimpatya sakin dahil wala na akong pake sa kahit na sinong tao dito sa mundo kahit pa ang pamilyang kinabibilangan ko.
Sadness, anger, pain and hatred is what only within me. I was like born and forced to live but i dont used to be this way. Memories started to flash and i can't help myself but to let those tears escape. I grab my bag and walk out of the room.
" miss Cazano!!!!" rinig kong sigaw ng proffesor ng hindi pa ako nakakalayu. Pinunasan ko ang mga luha na nakawala.
I went to the parking lot and wore my helmet and drive at full speed. I wish now to be the end as i reverse my way facing the truck.
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" Dad are you not worried at all ilang linggo na siyang walang malay, i cant see her like this again and again we should do something." rinig kong sigaw ni Vyncie my oldest brother, "Calm down" rinig kong kalmadong sagot nung matanda.
I guess i failed again. Pagod na ako hindi ko na alam kung pano tatapusin ang buhay ko. Gusto ko na sumunod kay mommy. Sa sobrang yaman ng pamilyang to hanggang ngayun buhay pa ako, pero bakit si mommy hindi nasalba ng yaman nila. Yes, for how many times i attempted to take my own life. I know got too low this time that innocent people got involved.
"How can you say that, when your daughter is laying on hospital bed AGAIN and at verge of death. " muling sigaw ni kuya.
If I could roll my eyes I already did. Unwillingly i open my eyes. " call your brothers she's awake, I'll be gone for days " i told you he's not a father figure.
Not long enough the twins came, yes I have three older brothers. Three f*king burden to me.
"Why dont you just move on and fuching live your life" sabi ni Voush
"Really? you're going to scold her? " Rinig kong sabi naman ng kambal niya na si Vash.
" I did not call you two here to f*king make noise!" Galit na sabi ni kuya Vyncie sa kambal saka siya tumingin sa akin.
"How are you feeling?" Nag-aalalang tanong nya.
"Get out!" Walang galang kong sagot, tumagilid ako ng higa at napapikit sa sobrang sakit ng dulot nito sa akin.
" We will give you time but not long enough for you to do stupid things like this again" and Vyncie is mad. I didnt talk back i just waited them to leave. I hate them too. Narinig kong nagsara ang pinto.
Sobrang pagod na ako.
Akala ko wala akong kaibigan pero mukhang kaibigan ko si kamatayan.
AN: Hiiii comment naman po kayo kung nagustuhan nyo ang 1st chapter kung hindi wag na po kayu magcomment hihihi. Sana kulitin nyo akung mag update. Thank you for reading. God bless! See yah on next chapter❣️
