It's been a good solid 8 months being with Yasuda. It all felt right but something kept aching me. It was her birthday today so i decided to buy her a stuffed animal she's been wanting for a while.
i walked to the park we've been hanging out at excited to see her. I saw her sitting at a bench but she didn't look excited to see me.
Eli: Hello sweetheart
Yasuda: Hi..
The way she said it made me concerned.
Eli: Everything okay?
Yasuda: Yeah i'm fine.
I handed her the present.
Eli: Happy birthday i got this for you.
She immediately gave it back to me.
Yasuda: Thanks.. but Jake already got me this.
Eli: Oh? i didn't know you two still talked.
She looked down. Then back up at me.
Yasuda: Look.. i don't think i want to be with you anymore. I've been thinking about Jake and he said that he wanted to work stuff out.
Hearing those words broke the little pieces of my heart she built.
Eli: Oh.. um.. okay.. i understand..
Yasuda: I'm sorry Eli
She got up and walked to Jakes car and got in.
I was left alone. lost. broken.
The next day came and i dropped out of school, changed my number, and decided to move to another neighborhood.
I let someone in and let them dig into my heart just to abandon me. it was all starting to crumble again. It was back to square one. Alone.
Maybe god had something else planned for me. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. I'm not sure but i'm more aware. I will not let anyone else in.
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The Lost The Damned
Mystery / ThrillerA lost boy figuring out what life is really about. After losing his life at just one years old is brought back into a human like synth. After being assaulted by his commander Eli runs away to find a new life. WARNING: NSFW TW: R*PE, SEXUAL ASSAULT...
