(This is inspired by the song above, and ik it's about dead bodies but not in this chapter----)
(Kokichis pov)
I saw shuichi.
'Good morning saihara.' I said, he ignored me
He's looking hot as ever
My daily routine, it's all such a endeavor.
Sleeping all day.
Being depressed and that's all.
Some random dude winks at me.
I roll my eyes and bark 'no, not gonna happen.'
Saihara got his hoodie at hot topic
Like ever other emo in the world.
I see a dead body
My skull detaches.
'I can't feel a thing anymore...I CANT FEEL A THING ANYMORE?'
Everyone looked shocked at me, I couldn't feel anything.
'THIS HAS ALL BEEN DONE BEFORE, AND EVERYTHINGS A HORRIBLE BORE, AND LIVING IS A TERRIBLE CHORE. ' I said
I looked at shuichi
'YOU KNOW THAT ITS TRUE, THERES NOTHING NEW TO DO HERE ANYMORE.' I said
I run away from the others, trying to feel things.
I got for a walk, I try to get emotions.
I see a stranger, we talk.
'What's going on? That's so crazy! Wow.' I said, obviously talking to myself.
It only makes me tired.
It didint always be this way
Remember how I felt in my pregame
I was so young and connect, now im only affected
Cause I can't feel a thing anymore
I cant feel a thing anymore
It's all been done before
And living is a horrible bore
And everything's a terrible chore
You know that it's true!
There's nothing new to do here anymore.
'I think I need a change, I need to feel some heaven, I don't see fire and the flame and everybody looks the same
And idc where you were on 9/11.
It's totally late
I see a man on Atlantic.
Without a second debate.
He grabs my hair and I go frantic.
I wrap my hands around his neck
With all the passion I can rally.
We're by that club that's owned by, beck?
He dumps my ass in a alley.
I sweat a little but I'm still numb.
It was kinda whatever but it was mostly dumb.
I walk back wondering what it means.
Would it be different if I live in queens?
I still can't feel a thing anymore
I cant feel a thing anymore?!?!
But then.........
(Cliffhanger-)
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