I scream and cry,
Yet my limp mouth lies,
My head is hurting,
My ears are bursting,
With every untruth,
A pain comes too.
Help, i whisper,
But i know there will be no one to help me,
Only deaths doors stay open now,
I feel helpless and no one gives a care,
I want help,
I need help,
Yet too scared of hurtful words and hurtful thoughts,
Comments on the monster i've become,
My mouth lies although...
I'm silently screaming for help.
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Just for them momments i feel helpless and lonely, when I feel no one's there for me....
