Screams And Joy Of A Heart

chapter five

*This is her outfit for today*

I get dressed for school and head out the door, meeting the girls in the hallway. We all get to chatting. I have avoided telling them anything, since me and Blaez shouldn't be together. I smell him, but something is off.  I see him and that long-haired dog, but then a girl and Blaez’s hand is on her hip. Blaez looks at me. I look away, trying to ignore the pain in my chest. It's not like I can cry. The bell rings, and we go to our classes. All went ok, but next was lunch. I head there with a seat open with the girls.

Ruby: “Are you ok?  What happened to you last night?”

Morwen: “We missed you, but didn't know what happened?”

Crystal is busy playing with her ghost animals. Ruby comes up close to me.

Ruby: “You smell like a dog. What the hell girl??!!!”

Rose: “I may or may not have stolen blood, and a kiss from Blaez.”

I look around to make sure he and his mate aren't around to hear that. The girls’ eyes go big. I shush them since I know wolves hearing is strong, but the bell saves me, so I run to class. I didn't see Blaez the rest of the day. I'm sure he was with his mate. I head home, not wanting to deal with my friends asking me things. I just want to drown in the feeling. I get home and start a bath, letting the hot water help my troubled mind. I go underwater and think for a good minute. Coming up, I see Blaez standing in my doorway of the bathroom. I scream and hide my body underwater. Seeing him come closer.

Rose: “What do you want! Go back to your mate, asshole!”

As he sighs and pulls his hair back.

Blaez: “You saw this coming Rose. She’s my mate. I have a pull to her, but god damn it every time I'm with her… I seem to miss you.”

He grabs my arms, throwing me on my bed. He turns to look at me with his eyes full of lust. I cover myself.

Rose: “You can't have both, Blaez. I'm dead!!!!!!” 
Blaez: “Then why the hell can't I stop thinking about you. Do you even understand how this feels?”

I get up, putting my face inches from his.
Rose: “Do you know how it feels?
l know I had to run away. When I thought you at least cared, but not enough because you have a damn soul mate and I'm too dead to love you!!!!” I start to punch his chest. He grabs my arm.

Blaez: “She will die without me. That's how it is, and I'm next to rule the pack. I can't be with the dead for that, but fuck rose why can't I forget you!!!!!!”

As I was about to talk he looks me up and down and I remember I'm naked. I look away as his  eyes turn a darker shade.  He moves to his knees, one hand still holding my arms up. The other one opens my legs more. He kisses down till his lips hit my womanhood.
Rose: “What do you think your doing?” I tried to say it without struggling, but I let a soft moan out as he licks my womanhood.

Blaez: “Can you be a good girl. I couldn't just ignore that your naked infront if me.”
He keeps going. I feel a knot in my stomach. He stops and picks me up. He puts me on the bed taking his top and bottoms off. He gets on top of me taking the back of my neck and pulling my lips to kiss him. He pulls me close to him, I feel something I look down to see his manhood is throbbing. I take off his boxers and lay him down. I start to put his manhood in my mouth  licking and sucking hearing him growl and pull my hair. I finish up, he then throw my face down and he push it in from behind, slowly.
Rose: “Blaez!!!”

I moan his name some more.

Blaez: “Ahhh, Rose you feel so good… and tight.”

I feel hungry. It seems Blaez could tell, because he turns me around and shows me a shoulder as he pounds into me. I bite, feeling the knot  getting stronger and the warm blood going down. He runs his fingers though my hair and grips a loch and gently pulls as I feel me and him climax at the same time. As I lay there in the wake of a passionate night. He gets hungry. I go to grab some water and some food I come back to the room and I finally noticed how Passionate we had been. The bed frame had been reduced to splinters, the head board resembled a mirror that cracked from the edge due to his grip strength at climax, and the mattress had claw tears from my nails. I snapped back from the awe and asked out to him if he wanted some of the food, but sadly he had fallen asleep.