Missing Her Dearly

"Fight with the Demon"

I wake up for another night of crying my eyes out, "I miss her should I text her, or call her " thinking over my head and over "no" let her do it first. Knock knock honey lets go to church it's mom she was going to a hard time to with the divorce from dad. It was the hardest thing that a child could ever go through alone and no one, to talk to. I kinda what to disappear but, if I do that I might not come back and that plays is heaven. I was done with life from the beginning, I never seen myself doing anything but dying and, I know that isn't right for me to do but. I was lost my best friend hate me now, she probably doesn't think about me