Missing Her Dearly

"What's life"

Is life something big or is it something that you can take it all away just like that. My life isn't the way, I seen in movies or tv shows. I thought life was something you can be happy and the day is colorful but my life is grey rain is pouring down on my rooftop it sounds like someone is up there angels dancing and they want me to come out to dance with them but, I'm stuck here the place I call "hell" but when the time comes and the last day I will come up there when, I runaway from here and we can go to the ocean my dreams, I miss the ocean the smell lingers along my noise and the sand between my toes. I wish i didn't move, I wanted to be with my friend the one that I could cry to and the one that could make me laugh so hard. But I know, I could do it sad to stay she doesn't want nothing to deal with me. I wouldn't blame her