Through the Pain of Remembering (An Andy Biersack Love story)

All That Remains

I spent hours in what seemed like a parodox. I could see the world around my body. I felt nothing but regret. I felt like I should have been ashamed of my life. But, I wasn't I felt no regret. I was a dark evil girl. I was always into the world of spirits, Ghost, and Demons. I wish I hadn't wished the pain on me. I stood across the room stairing at my life less body. I saw him there. My best friend. Andy Biersack Lead singer of Black Veil Brides. We were together through everything. He was there when I decided to drop out and he dropped out along my side. We have been through everything together. My parents were disgusted with me when they found out I dropped out. I was then sent off on my own. They were disgusted with me. The kicked me out of my home and ever since I shared a home with Andy. I was smiling. There he was morning over my lifeless body, Pale cheeks and sorrowful face. I thought he saved me. I thought he was my hero but more than a best friend. I was always atracted to him. I always wanted to be with him. Then I though he would never feel the same way. We could never be more than friends. He stood up tears still in his eyes. He leaned over my body. I could not tell what he was doing. I moved to the side of him. I watched as he placed his lips on mine. I  gasped and with that I was wisked back into my body. I flutter  my eyes open to see him still kissing me  his eyes  were closed. I took this a the perfect moment. I kissed him back. He opened his eyes to me staring at him. Lips connected. He pulled away slowly and smile shyly.

     "Oh My God!" He cried out,"Anna you're  alive!" His eyes lit up. I smiled.

     "The one and only." I smiled my voice sounding hoarse.

     "You Know, i have wanted to do that forever." He breathed his smile growing in size.

    " me too" I smiled into his baby blues. He was still inches away from my face, I could not help but seal the space between us. The fireworks flew as our lips connected. I then realized we were not the only ones in the room. Jake and Ashy shared a chair while CC and Jinxx Squashed into the other.

     "Oh, Hey Guys" I said blushing softly from embarasment. I could not believe that me and Andy just admitted our love for each other infront of the guys. I Straighened out my body adjusting the seat as the doctors began pouring into the room. The only thing they did was ask what happened before I got here.

    "I fell down the stairs and hit my head. It's no big deal." I said casualy blowing them off. Andy looked at me and shook his head. He knew very well what had happened.

<~Before Dying~>

    I fouind my self gazing into the light of a black candel. Alone in a room. I had found myself an Ouija Board I place a glass Planchette onto the board. I was calling for trouble. I was talking to a spirit who seemed unpleased with my presence. I finished talking to the spirt promptly telling it good bye. Like the smart Girl I am I left the palnchette on the board allowing the spirit to escape the relm of shadows. I was chased throughout the house by the angered spirit. I pulled the planchette off of the ouija board and shattared it against the wall. moments later I realized. I had not set the spirit free infact it was a spirt that was not talking to me it was one someone else had freed. I hid in the closet watching the spirits shadow cast. This one was not afraid to be seen.

<~End of the Death~>

The doctors left after telling me it was okay to leave after. The guys left early leaving me with Andy. I am guessing Andy already explained what happened to them.

       "Why did you do it?" Andy asked briefly looking into my eyes.

        " I don't know I was bored. But, I did not set that thing free. I swear I shattered the planchette afterwards." I said breifly. 

         Andy facepalmed."This is all my fault. It was from when we were younger. I played with a ouija board. I realased a sprit  that had formed an attachment to me. It must not like you." Andy stopped and squeased me." It dosen't matter the guys are home lighting whit candles and burning sage in every room." He smiled.

    " Let both agree no more paranormal shit." I said bodly. Andy smiled polietly agreeing.

   "Let's Ditch this popcicle stand!" He burst out helping me up so we could leave.

    we checked out of the hostpital. I was getting ready to get in his car when I noticed the blood soaked seat. Andy promply cloaked the seat with a towel. I sat in the seat." I really should be dead shouldn't I?" I choked out.

     " No." Andy said harsly as we drove off in silence. I laid my head back. It was time I did somethinking but, instead I dosed off. Dying was extremly tireing.