Dear diary...
So today i keep having my old flashback about my past of course but i don't know what did i do until i keep remember it. But this time i didn't cry just hurt and i try to distract myself by trying to sleep but it seem didn't help at all because my thoughts keep screaming. People tell me try to move on but little their know that i'm trying to recover my damnself from the trauma and it's not easy to recover it takes time...
